I Fell In Love With You Twice-( Unfinished)

The Note PT - 1

Marinette's POV

I couldn't believe what I was doing. Kissing the heroine of Paris? That's what I was doing.
However, I couldn't keep the fact out of my head that I was the one that made him feel this way I was the one that drove him to think that ladybug wanted to leave him. Yet here I was now kissing him. I mean, he was the one that pulled us together for the kiss as I was hesitant at first. Ugh, I'm just filling my head with excuses at this point. I know, I need to come up with how I truly feel but for now this was enough.

I slowly started to lift my head up while slightly opening my eyes to see Chat staring back at me. His hands were still on the sides of my face, I widened my eyes, I can feel myself getting hotter from the embarrassment, fuck. I am definitely as red as a tomato right now. I stood myself up as fast as I could, flinging myself back. Chat got up quickly, holding one of his hands over his mouth looking away from my direction as I did the same. I'm not sure how Chat felt about what just happened, but I'm sure he wasn't mad, right?

"I'm- I'm sorry I-".

"No it's, ok. it was me". Chat said, as he moved his head toward me but keeping his eyes from meeting mine.

I can tell he was blushing from under his mask. It was kinda-. No Marinette stop. I can't, he loves ladybug doesn't he. I can't just manipulate his feelings for my hormonal desires. Especially because I already rejected him so many times as ladybug.

The tension between us was driving me crazy, why was I so confused? Was it because of my fear of rejection. I mean I knew it was bad, because you could literally put someone in a room, ask them if they loved me, play a recording of them saying "yes", and I would still be scared of rejection. Alya did what she could when it came to me pursuing Adrien, but it's always easier to communicate a task than actually going through with it.
I started to slowly turn my head to face his, still cupping my face with my palms. I felt my hands start to loosen up, as my hands started to fall to my chin until my fingertips were the only thing on my face, I started to smile at him, giggling. he started to imitate me, laughing to. I'm glad that the tension was broken, to be honest I was only laughing because I found it cute at how Chat was so flustered because he's usually not the type to be.

After laughing for what seemed like a short few seconds. I looked straight at him.
"So, Uhm, d-d-do you want to watch a movie?" I stuttered hard. God dammit, why couldn't I ever get a normal sentence out, why would he want to watch a movie? It was already awkward as it is. I have to fix this.

"To be honest, I wasn't tired when you showed up and I didn't really have anything to do and-."

"Sure." He said cutting me off.

"You don't have to give me excuses." He said laughing.

"Ok let's go." I said as I grabbed his hand, leading him down to the trap door to the living room. But before I had to make sure my parents were gone as I have no clue what time it is, they could most certainly still be down stairs cleaning up or something. Just imagine how awkward that would be. I pressed my ear against the trap door and heard nothing. I slowly opened the hatch and peeked my head through, no one, good.

"Uh, what was that all about" I suddenly heard from, Chat who was still holding my hand.

"I have to see if my parents are still downstairs silly cat." I said, Snickering

"That scared your parents will see me princess?" He said, posing like he was a model.

"As if." I said in a sassy voice, as we headed down stairs giggling.