I Fell In Love With You Twice-( Unfinished)

What If I Tell Her?

Adrien's POV

Landing back at my window and jumping into my room. I demanded Plagg to de-transform me.

"Hey kid, how long are you going to keep this up for?" I heard the scratchy voice of my kwami.

"Keep what up for?" I replied.

"Visiting Marinette." Said Plagg as he swooped down into his cheese cabinet.

"Why are you asking me this? Why can't I?" I said in a confused voice.

He came back out of the cabinet and said."Look kid, what about defeating Hawk Moth. How are you going to do that if you're distracted all the time." his tone changing from his usual nonchalant one.

"I don't see how it's distracting Plagg. I'm in my last year of high school and who knows when me and Ladybug are going to defeat Hawk Moth, it could be years from now." I replied to his comment with a dreadful sigh. I knew his argument was in fact a correct one, but I couldn't help but hate him for it. "I don't want to waste my life away for something that.......may not even happen." I continued.

"Well, what about ladybug?" Said Plagg.

"I don't know about Ladybug anymore, I still have deep feelings for her but they're just not as strong as they used to be." I replied to his comment.

"What are you going to do if something happens to Marinette." Said Plagg. My heart slightly ached at the comment, I hated him even more for putting such an image in my head.

"Plagg why are you even asking me such questions!?? What is this, an interrogation?!? " I yelled in an angry voice. I was starting to get irritated.

"Look kid, I'm just trying to be realistic. The truth is that I don't really care about all the cheesy stuff you humans do. It's just about your safety." Said Plagg. I can tell he's slightly offended by my out burst.

I sighed, seeing that Plagg was just as displeased with this talk as I was. "I know what you're trying to say Plagg, but I don't want to talk about it."

"I know, Adrien. I just don't want you to get hurt anymore than you already have." Said Plagg, his voice got quieter as the sentence went on.

I hugged the Kwamii up to my cheek. I knew Plagg didn't like admitting it but he has a soft spot and it seemed like he was genuinely worried. I felt his paws repay the hug.

"Ok, enough of the cheesy stuff." His tone of voice going back to its normal state. I smiled back at him as he did the same. He swooped back down into his cheese cabinet. I felt happy I have Plagg to express myself to, he is quite literally the only thing I can tell all my likes, dislikes, and secrets to.

I went back to thinking about Marinette. I want to love her as Chat noir and as Adrien but I don't know how. Of course the obvious answer would be revealing my secret identity to her. Should I really do that? A couple minutes passed and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get the idea out of my head.

"Hey Plagg." I said.

"What?" I heard the muffled sound of Plagg's voice.

"Should I tell Marinette I'm Chat noir?" I said, genuinely asking the question.

My eyes darted to the floating creature in the air. "Woah there Adrien, don't you think that's a bit of a stretch." I saw Plagg holding up his paws in protest.

I sat up quickly to respond. "But don't you think it would be easier that way. I would have a back up if I need to transform, I would-"

"First of all, you and I both know that's not the actual reason why you want to tell her." Said Plagg, crossing his arms.

"Well you didn't exactly let me finish?!" I said staring back at Plagg.

"Fair. But you're just saying that because..............b-because. Uh." Plagg stopped his rant with a puzzled yet worried face.

"SEE, you can't even come up with a good reason why I shouldn't. Because why? Huh? And don't say that it's because of Hawk Moth." I gave him a smug look knowing that I put him in an uncomfortable position.

Plagg faced away from me and mumbled a couple of words in an angry tone. I didn't know what he was saying, until. "UGHH, this would be so much easier if Tikki would just let me-" the sentence was suddenly cut off by his realization.

"Let you do what?" I said. He was already in a corner metaphorically. All I had to do was push him in it a bit more.

"Don't worry about it." He replied after a slight pause.

"No, you have to tell me." I said persistently.

"Actually, I DON'T." Said Plagg, once again returning into his smug look with a slight fear.

I grabbed a pillow and slammed it into my face. "Why is this so complicated!?" I screamed into my pillow. Plagg didn't say anything in response, but I could feel the eye roll luminating off of him.