I don't want you like a "Bestfriend" | C.S.C x Y.J.H ✔️

inescapable, i'm not even gonna try | part 2 (M)

This chapter contains sexual content. You have been advised.

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Seventeen shared a five-floor dorm and all the rooms in the dorm had soundproofing as it was a known fact that Dokyeom had a knack for singing anywhere, at any time. And, well, his vocal range had a separate fanbase.

The very light sleeper Jeonghan was glad as it not only blocked out the singing but every loud noise these kids loved to make at ungodly hours. But that night (and for the many upcoming nights), he was especially glad as the lewd sounds coming out of his mouth weren't meant for his Dongsaengs' ears.

Carats and even the members themselves often used to joke about Seungcheol being experienced in physical and sexual matters, making it more funny when the eldest blushed like there's no tomorrow but Jeonghan wasn't laughing anymore because Seungcheol, indeed, knew what he was doing and damn, was he good at it. In seconds, he was a moaning mess.

Jeonghan wasn't inexperienced as such. He had had quite a few makeout sessions but they never led to more. He was never comfortable. Whatever happened, happened in the upper part of his body, above his chest specifically.

But Seungcheol's hands were everywhere, his lips were everywhere. Jeonghan didn't mind any of it. He wasn't uncomfortable at all.

One of the reasons could be. "Wait", he whispered breathlessly. All movements immediately came to a halt. Seungcheol's worried eyes found his in an instant, "What? You okay?". This.

Jeonghan wanted to smile at the adorable man on top of him but he was far from having a sweet moment.

"Marks", were the only thing he could muster.

"Don't worry, I know", Of course.

Their eyes stayed on each other as Seungcheol took Jeonghan's shirt off. The latter couldn't bring himself to look away even when the older went to kiss one of his nipples. But when his tongue swirled around the sensitive bud and teeth came down on it, his eyes went rolling back. His hands formed fists around the bedsheets and his back arched off. "Seungcheol" came out in a gasp. The man surely knew how to go about marks.

As Seungcheol took his time with Jeonghan's body, Jeonghan was getting restless for his time with his. His hands pulled at the hem of the older's t-shirt as he was playing with his other nipple. Again rightly guessing what Jeonghan wanted, he brought him up in one swift motion, holding his waist with one of his arms. The younger didn't waste a second before taking his t-shirt off and getting his hands on the body surely admired by many.

Jeonghan fancied their leader's body and he wasn't very subtle about it as he never missed a chance of pitching in the idea of Seungcheol showing off his body or complimenting him on the same. But now that he got a chance to know Seungcheol's body in a way he never thought he would, all he wanted was to gatekeep it. His hands slowly, oh so slowly moved all over, taking it all in. As Jeonghan had mentioned once on camera before, Seungcheol's body shape was, indeed, the best.

"You are making me insecure", His eyes quickly moved upwards at the ridiculousness of that statement.

"Are you crazy?!", Seungcheol's body was perfect. Seungcheol was perfect.

He shuffled closer, leaned in to place a soft kiss on Seungcheol's shoulder blade and slowly made his way down. The leader had always been conscious about his looks, his body, his weight. Feedbacks from their staff, comments from their fans, jokes from their own members didn't help much. But Jeonghan was one person who never found any flaw. The bulked up body brought him a kind of masculinity that was very attractive to Jeonghan and he was very vocal about it, saying he was manlier, more handsome, more reliable and what not.

Bodies were praised without words. Rest of clothes were shed without delay.

Jeonghan's mind went "Abort! Abort! Abort!" at the very first foreign intrusion. There were tears pricking at the back of his eyes and no sound made it out of his mouth. If this was just from one finger, he didn't want to imagine what it'd be like with the actual thing when he had just seen the actual thing and these fingers were nothing in front of it.

In no time, Seungcheol was there, with his soothing voice and words, "It'll be okay". There was no movement down there. Infact, there was no movement at all, except for the elder's hand caressing his hair.

Jeonghan nodded, indicating Seungcheol to continue. It only got worse with the addition of another finger. Jeonghan's hand flew to cover his mouth because he didn't want to sound pathetic. His expressions and body language were enough to express.

"It's going to get better but we can stop if you want", He was sure he would cry if he opened his eyes so he pressed them close tighter and shook his head a bit violently.

Surprisingly as Seungcheol's fingers moved inside him, it did get better. Pain and discomfort was still there but pleasure joined. As fingers curled, it spiked. Even his hands couldn't stop the moan that escaped his mouth.

He could feel his cock hardening again which almost gave up seconds ago.

This wasn't bad.

Oh, this was good.

So good.

As pleasure was about to take over completely, it was all gone. He whined. The emptiness he felt was quite strange.

He opened his eyes and mouth to complain but stopped as he saw Seungcheol prepping himself. The condom wasn't forgotten. He lubed up his cock way more than he had lubed up his fingers. It was hot and Jeonghan was in good hands, very good hands.

"You say stop, I stop. Remember we stop whenever you want, no, whenever you need", Seungcheol instructed as he positioned himself, "Actually, just don't mask it and I'll know. I don't think you'll be able to say it".

Jeonghan wanted to ask what he meant by that but he shut up real quick as the tip was pushed in and with time, as he bottomed out, damn, his breath was knocked out. He whimpered. The tears that he had tried really hard to keep in, spilled out and slipped down his cheeks.

He felt kisses drinking his tears.

"We can stop, Han, it's okay". The voice was too soft. His eyes opened and he only saw concern brimming in the eyes above him. He didn't want to stop. He really didn't because this was it. This was them getting it out of their system once and for all.

Seungcheol stood by what he said. He hadn't moved but at that point, with no answer from the younger, he looked like he was really about to withdraw.

"I'll stop you if I feel the need to. Really. Promise", Jeonghan said hurriedly, "Can you move, please?"

Seungcheol didn't look convinced but he started moving, slowly, very slowly. Jeonghan's attraction to Seungcheol's body increased with the new things it did to him, the new movements they discovered together.

Pleasure made its appearance again as Seungcheol started picking up the pace and it hit him like a truck as a certain spot inside him made its existence known. Every single cell of his body came alive. Jeonghan had never felt like this.

"You feel really good", The husky compliment from the elder was a cherry on the top.

His head was dizzy with all the rush he was feeling. When Seungcheol had said he won't be able to say it, he meant it. He didn't want to say stop but he couldn't bring himself to say anything, not anything coherent at least. It is safe to say Seungcheol's name was an exception to that.

If he thought Seungcheol was everywhere when they started it, he clearly didn't know what was coming.

He only knew two things, pleasure and Seungcheol. Well, they might as well be one.

At the second brush, Jeonghan uttered broken words, "There. Ah, please, Cheol. There, more".

As if his wish was the other's command, he received exactly what he asked for. Every thrust slammed into those bundle of nerves.

All of the grunts and sounds coming from Seungcheol was worth hearing, but nothing compared to his name being taken. That was sheer music to his ears.

Orgasm hit him hard. It was too euphoric for him to feel embarrassed about the fact that he just came untouched. His ears were ringing and he was seeing stars as Seungcheol chased his own orgasm.