is it like a sensory thing?? that im so full rn but im still eating an apple cuz i gotta feel something in my mouth?? and that i only eat sliced apples and will never ever bite into a whole apple?
i use a fidget spinner the wrong way. instead of holding the center and spinning it, i hold the whole thing in my hand and use my thumb to move the spinny bit in the middle. like wtf this is not meant to be used this way
ill just. stare?? like as long as i have something in my hands like a fidget or something i can sit silently for like a long time??? whut?? looking at absolutely nothing??
sometimes i dont realize that someone is talking to me WHILE LOOKING RIGHT AT THEM AND (probably) MAKING EYE CONTACT because im really bad at like, interactions and stuff?? eye contact is hard and i dont usually realise whats going on and i might be looking at you and you are looking at me but unless you say my name i will think you are talking to someone behind me
yeah i really think im autistic. but i dont have hyperfixations or a special interest so probably not but then again im also most likely depressed
this concludes todays episode of Weird Shit Finn Does
anyone have stuff to share pls im so bored
