i stabbed myself in the eye with the eraser side of a pencil a couple days ago
today we did the cooper's test which is a 12 minute run and if you dont run 1500 metres you get a not achieved. 200 metres in my chest started hurting real bad. i wanna die
i forgot to eat today
breaking big tasks into small manageable stuff is depressing cuz it makes me see how much i have to do
someone kill me
im not sure if anyone cares
yesterday i went to a theater open workshop and it was so cool i learnt so much about techniques and shit. i also realized i cant take a deep breath properly
