It's nearly 11 pm, and Keigo's heart races as sweat drips down his face. His phone buzzes in his hand, tears threatening to spill as he hopes you'll pick up.
"Yena... please, just answer..."
Sitting on the edge of a rooftop, Keigo presses the phone tightly to his ear, waiting anxiously for any sign you'll respond.
He just wants to hear your voice, he doesn't care if you two broke up. He needs you now.
He continues to wait for your answer, getting more and more anxious with every ring, he has a lump of guilt bubbling in his stomach.
"Please baby....just pick up... I'm begging you"
He mutters to himself, his voice cracking as he leans his head back against a wall, looking up at the sky as he silently prays for you to answer his call
Each ring is like a dagger in his heart, he can feel his heart almost sink to the pit of his stomach as he is met with more and more silence
"God damn it..."
He mutters to himself as he pulls the phone away from his ear, looking at your name on the screen with a desperate look in his eyes
"Please...just pick up...I need you..."
You were in your office, on the desk your phone laying flat in front of you .. Hawks name there taunting you. He wouldn't stop calling you, you're so angry.. so frustrated, but ... you bit your lips
You slid the screen to answer the call
Keigo's ears immediately perk up at the sound of the call being answered, his stomach dropping from pure relief as he listens to your breathing over the call
"Y-You answered..."
Keigo's heart almost skip a beat from just the sound of your breathing, he swallows back the lump in his throat, just listening to the sound of you on the other end of the call after so long
"Yeah ..."
You could feel something wrong with his voice, as if he was crying?
He listens to your voice, he missed you so much. The sound of your voice alone was enough to make him want to breakdown and cry. But he holds it back, he swallows down the lump of guilt in his throat as he tries to stay composed
"I...I know you don't wanna talk to me again....and I understand why...."
He lets out a shaky sigh, he knows you have every right to be mad at him. But he can't help the feeling of needing to hear your voice
You let out a sigh
"You damn right Hawks, so what's this call about?"
Keigo can tell that you're mad at him, he can hear the annoyance in your voice. But he's too desperate to care that you're upset with him, just hearing your voice is enough for him to want to drop everything and beg for your forgiveness
"I...I just...I miss you...I need to hear your voice..."
He admits as his voice cracks, he's already starting to cry despite his best efforts to hold it in
You could feel the pain in his voice and it hits you as well. You want to be really harsh and mad at him, but perhaps you still hate to see him weak and teared eyes.
"Keigo...you shouldn't be like this..."
He can't take it, hearing your voice say his real name is enough to make him break
"I...I know I shouldn't be like this. I know I don't deserve to...but I just...."
He lets out a hiccup as tears start streaming down his face, he's not even trying to hold it in any more
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Crimson Regret || Hawks (Keigo)
Romance✨️Y/N is Yena✨️ Keigo, a dedicated hero known as Hawks, finds himself trapped in a spiral of regret and emotional turmoil. After a heartbreaking argument with Yena, the woman he loves, their relationship fractures under the weight of his careless...
