The Way I Used To Be ❤🔥

Why did you...?

Boss was discharged from the hospital 1 week after their meet up and through out that week whenever Noeul come for the checkup Boss can't stop himself from bothering Noeul in some ways .

Noeul did misses these teases but obviously he was annoyed by them ,but Boss....He was extremely happy to again see his Pookie after 3 years

He was over the moon by seeing Noeul and also very confused by all the changes 

After reaching home he did some researches about Noeul but came to know that he is not active in this field for 3 years 

Boss had a lots of questions in his mind which he want to ask but he clearly know Noeul is not going to answer any of them .

He spent a complete afternoon searching for Noeul's IG account but he didn't came up with any account name Noeul Nuttarat 

He then searched for Kai's account but that account was also not active ,Their friends gang had a Instagram account with following 4 but now when Boss searched for that account was also not active 

Boss thought for a while and then searched Noeul's real name which was Rain 

He searched Rain Nuttarat and there it is...an account which Noeul's photo as a profile and also metions Doctor in the Bio 

He took the account and it was not the same account during his college days it was an account which included his new photos and there were No trace of his old college days photo 

After scrolling through his account Payu came to know that he went to korea for his specialisation, and the account was full of photos in Korea and his college life there...He wasn't active in any kind of bike activities there...atleast there is no photos of him with bike in his account 

Boss out of his curiosity tried to find his Other account which probably Noeul will be following maybe with not the old name 

After looking for a while he found an account with only one follower and zero following ,Boss got curious since it was a private account with several posts 

So he hacked to that account only to find that it was Noeul's old account with his old photos where he was with his bikes and photos of him racing just the name has changed 

And it brought a tons of question to his mind Why would he hide this account from everyone ,What happened to him, Did something bad happened for him to leave racing ....Tons of questions,only Rain can answer 

So he patiently waited till his next check up so that he can meet Noeul and ask everything its in his mind 

After somedays it was his check up day 
Boss was so curious and excited to know what happened to noeul

He took the last token and waited till the last patient complete their check up... Finally it was his turn, he was using a forearm crutch to support himself... He slowly walked inside the room

Just after entering "Hello there Pookie... "

Rain was scribbling something in his note pad and when he heard Boss's voice he shut his eyes in annoyance and slowly

He forced himself to give a polite smile "Come sit!! "

Boss came near and sat on the stool next to Rain, Boss just kept quiet till Rain finishes his check up

Rain: So... You will be able to walk properly with 2 weeks and you seems healing very quickly...

Payu: Oh is it... Thanks to you... Doctor!!

Rain rolled his eyes and again switched his attention to the prescription... He continue to give Payu instructions about the small excersises he should do and also the way he should consume his pills etc

After everything "Any doubts...? "

Payu: Why did you stop racing?

Rain's eyes widen for a second, then he played it cool
"I don't think I need to give an answer for that question... Anything else..? "

Payu: Common what happened...I'm genuinely curious... !!

Rain sighed "Listen that's non of your business and I don't have to give you answers for your dumb questions... "

Payu: It's not a dumb question... And i really want to know why you left racing...

Rain's patients level reached its peak and he looked at Payu with complete annoyance

Rain: What...can you do anything about that... And why do you look concerned about my life...

Payu: I'm not concerned.... But i do wanna know what's the reason behind the changes you brought to your life... And also you are hiding your old IG account , keeping it private by removing all the followers and following also you did change its name too so that only you can see that...So i just want to know why you're doing those.. "

Rain was shocked to hear that from Payu

Rain: Wait what..!!How did you...

Boss proudly crossed his arms
Payu: I studied computer application engineering and 2 years of ethical hacking...

Rain: You stalked me...!!

Payu covered his mouth with his hand "Oops did i say that  loud.."

Rain: I can put you in jail for stalking...

Payu: uhh..Do you have proof?

Rain was now completly annoyed "What the heck do you want idiot...!!"  

Payu: I want to know the reason why you dropped racing...

Payu was pushing rain very much and it was making him angry

Rain: Urgh... Listen carefully then... I don't find racing any fun now it won't bring any kind of happiness and progress to my life so I left it....

He almost sounds like he's trying to convince himself of this, as if he's trying to bury or forget something ...

Payu's eyes widen as Rain told him Racing won't bring any happiness to him because when Rain was in the college he always looked so proud and happy when he was with his bikes and now out of nowhere is telling that it doesn't make him happy anymore

Payu: Oh common Pookie the way you say that itself is clear that it's not true, just admit the real reason... I've seen your pride when you win each races and your skills that you show off in that race track during each races, the way you get overwhelmed when you are with your bikes everything I've witnessed those with my own eyes for 3 years

Rain: Boss...stop it i don't want to hear those anymore

Payu: You know better than me that the things you just said is beyond a lie....You could never get bored of your passion...

Rain clenches his jaws out of frustration, he clearly doesn't want to speak about it anymore... Also he started getting Anxious

Payu: I just want to know why you left your passion for something else...

After a small silence his face softened

He came down from his peak and his expression was now almost close from breaking into tears  "Boss please... I don't want to talk about that... It's something I'm trying to get over with.... "

Payu was surprised by the change in tone,so he also switched his voice to a coaxing on "Just this one last time...Pookie please..."

The silence still lingering in the room for another few minutes, Rain closed his eyes and took a deep breath relaxing himself and stopping himself from the tears threatening to be falled 

Rain: There was my mistake and also my father's pride....

Payu: What...?

End of chapter...!!
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I know I know what I'm doing is wrong but can't help it guys I was sick for days and wasn't able to take my phone due to bad headaches so this was a quick chapter and i swear I will give the neck update as soon as possible❤‍🩹☺

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