The Way I Used To Be ❤🔥

I wanna let the world know...🥹❤️‍🩹

Payu's Pov

My final is getting closer and i've been working hard for that, in between all that I've barely got any time to meet up with my Pookie

The only meet up is when  he either  comes to my racing track or I go to his place for sleepovers

This morning he was the one to wake me up when he was on his way to the hospital.

Rubbing my eyes I answered the call "Pookie baby...." I whined and I heard a chuckle from the other side "Time to wake up Jeab... You have to warm up and leave for the practice... Get up get up... Be my good boy..."

I smiled from his cooing words "Hmm... Okayyy..." I answered
But then I heard him cough which made me a bit concerned
"Baby are you sick..?" I asked and he hummed "Yah.. I've fever and my whole body is aching.."

Hearing that I sat up on the bed "Then take a leave na... Why are you pressuring yourself.."

"I have to assist a big surgery today.. It's important.." I really feel bad for my baby "Ohh baby... Do take rest after that okay.. I know you have a 12hr shift but take care of yourself too.."

He coughed again "I've taken the medicine...hopefully it will get better in a bit..." the call ended but my concern for him still lingering around 

He messaged me when he was getting to the operation theatre but from there i didn't get any reply for my messages nor did he called me 

Hours passed and it was past the time for his work to end ,still i didn't get any texts or calls 

Concerned i decided to call Kai ,a couple rings later he picked up his phone "Hello Kai "
 "Hey Payu...How's Rain..." I frowned "Wait what happened to rain..." 

He was actually surprised that i didn't knew "He fainted at the hospital today...He had a surgery today and even after taht he had back to back emergencies and he was already exhausted by a evening he fainted at the ER..."

"WHAT..!!! How come i didn't knew about this " i almost shouted out of panic "Hey hey....His father took him home later....He would be at his place..."

Taking a deep breath i tried to calm myslef down "Okay i'll go there..." before i could hang the call "His father will be at his place.." thinking for a second i hummed "Okay Kai..Thank yoy for letting me know.." 

I ended the call and rushed outside climbing on my bike,my mind already thinking about how to sneak inside the house 

I rode the bike as fast as I could till I reached his house and once I was almost near to it I turned off my engine and parked the bike away from his house

Getting down and carefully walking over to his compound I looked around before jumping up the wall and later running over to the direction of his balcony
Reaching there I looked up wondering if he would have locked the balcony door or If it will be just like how it was that night.

Anyways I climbed up and finally reaching there I held my breath while slowly opening the door and to my luck it wasn't locked

I shut the door behind and my Pookie was sound asleep on his bed hugging pink under thick blankets... He looked so fragile and vulnerable curled up beneath those blankets hugging a huge teddy

Walking over first of all I locked his rooms door even though it was closed, I just don't want Mr. Kim to get traumatized ones he opens the door to see his son cuddling with a boy...

First I sat next to him on the bed and touched his forehead and it was burning, I looked around to find some piece of cloth or bowl or anything but there wasn't any.. So I raided his closet and found a hand kerchief