The Way I Used To Be ❤🔥

I Need Him... ❤️‍🩹

{📌A/N : First of all I'm sulking at you guys for not commenting down your thoughts... How am I supposed to know how you guys feels about the chapter if you guys didn't post anything....also if you guys didn't let me know how this chapter was... Don't expect a quick update.. 🫠 Reason 'Lack of motivation 🙂' 📌}
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Rain's pov

Reaching the bar they dragged me inside and made me sit there, I was silent and probably a little mad at them for dragging me here

They ordered some drinks and everyone turned to me
"So...never thought I would see the day... Noeul Nuttarat in love and crying and sobbing over it... Spill everything... Don't even miss a thing... We need everything"

As Nik spoke everyones eyes were pinned on me and I just looked down at the table fidgeting my hands

Kai gave me a warning call and I took a deep breath and answered
"3 months ago boss was taken to the hospital after he had an accident and I was his doctor... During the treatment sessions we talked about the life after my graduation... And we ended up talking about my graduation night...."

"What's with the graduation night..?" Chris asked crooking an eyebrow

I gulped awkwardly "We both hooked up that night..."
Even though I didn't look up at my friends face I can imagine their expression... Wide eyes and slightly opened mouth

"As we talked about that we finally ended up making a Only sex no commitment deal... But...."

The waiter bought our drink and my friends smirked and handed me a glass of drink

"Drink up... You'll need it for the rest of the explanation..."
I hated the thought of drinking now but the mixture of feeling I was having inside me... I definitely need it, so before telling further I took the glass and gulped it down

Well now it feels much better.. I took another one and gulped it down, it burns I can feel the liquid sliding down my throat with a burn which stings and feels good at the same time

I thought the liquid courage will make me strong and courageous to confess everything to my friends but don't know why it was making me feel like crying

I sniffed once twice and then the sniffs turned into sobs and I was sobbing
Seeing me Ugly Cry my friends seems conflicted between consoling me and mocking me

I buried my face to my arms and was crying and finally Chris spoke "So Noeul... Whats the..."
Before even he could finish the sentence
"I love him....!!! I fucking love him....i...😭... I don't want..... Anything else... But him... 😭"

Kai placed a hand on my shoulder "Then what's the problem..."

"Kim Lee is the problem..." I said in an angry tone and my friends chuckled "That's your dad..." Nik argued and reminding it was itself making me mad

I explained everything briefly about what my Dad said and for my surprise my friends were all acting cool no wondered reaction

Their next reaction left me wondering
"This is it..?" Like what...!! My dad blackmailed me using my sister and They are saying this is it...?

I looked at them in a confused expression and before even I could say something Kai excused himself and went to the washroom and returned back in a couple minutes

Later Nik started speaking "If your Dad is blackmailing you with your sister then just make your relationship with him private... Till little Lilly turn 18 or something... Then no one can take her away from you she is an adult...

I just sat there listening my tears still fresh in my eyes from earlier crying

"Listen... Your an adult.. It's your life and you can keep your life private and secret date for awhile till everything solves... If you want him that badly then go for it... Let's see where it goes... You are Noeul Nuttarat...You can handle a little adventure in life... "

Chris's words left me thinking deeply and I was silent for a couple minutes and then I gasped and clamped a hand over my mouth
" Fuck fuck fuck.... What am I gonna do now.. "

My friends frowned" Do what...? "

" I said somethings to him that I regret now... How am I gonna go back to him... "
Tears started pooling in my eyes thinking about my Jeab's teary eyes and my harsh words towards him

" I broke him.... My baby.... I broke his heart... It's my fault... My baby's is heart broken because of me.. I should have thought before answering.. 😭"

All of my friends rolled their eyes at the same time "Noeul... Just tell him things and everything will be alright.."

Kai's words didn't put me in ease instead I was still sobbing, for fucks sake I don't know why I am crying maybe drinking at this situation was a bad idea and I couldn't stop it

I poured myself another one and gulped it down" What am I doing.... 🥺 My Jeab is heart broken.. And I'm here gathering liquid courage to talk with him... I'm the worse... I'm not worthy of his love...😭"

Nik shook me by my shoulder" Noeul what the heck is wrong with you... I've heard that love made people blind never thought it would make people fool and dumb ... Idiot he was in love with you for 7 years and you think it's gonna disappear in one day... Never idiot... Go get your boy... "

My tears finally came to an end and I wiped the rest off " Right.. My Jeab loves me... He's mine.. No one has ever taken care of me like he did... I'm never letting him go.. I need him as much as he needs me... My Jeab.. "

I stealed another drink from Chris and gulped it down before standing up from the chair and slamming a hand on the table I declared.
" I'm gonna go take what's mine... No one's going to stop me.. I'm gonna make my Jeab mine... And get fucked by him all night as punishment for speaking that way to him..."

Kai rolled his eyes and rubbed his temple gesturing that he was done with me, Nik and Chris's eyes widen "Wait... Don't tell me your the bottom..."

I grinned mischievously and Nik squealed "Noeul!!!!" I turned the other side to leave the bar but the moment I turned I got my shock

I blinked once... Twice... Thrice... Narrowing my eyes i looked carefully making sure I'm seeing it right
"Guys... Are you guys seeing what I'm seeing or am I just a little too much drunk...".

They all laughed and Kai spoke "You are drunk... But your not hallucinating.."

My Jeab!!! Standing by the entrance of the bar with a phone pressed to his ear, I can't read his expression.. Is he mad...? Sad...?
I couldn't think straight and I was already walking towards him, he put the phone back in his pocket and before I know I ran towards him and threw myself at him

Wrapping my arms around his neck and burying my face to the crook of his neck I inhaled his scent
He stood there for a couple seconds and wrapped his hands around my waist... That's it... That's all I needed to lift my face and face him before pressing my mouth against his in a deep kiss...

End of Chapter... 🫣
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