The lost

14

Liz's POV:

A few weeks have past.

At least I think a few years have past. But I don't know for sure.

Everyday was the same little sleep, a lot of interrogation. Or better said torture.

I haven't seen Sam in a while, im afraid he might be caught.

I feel myself fading...
Fading from reality,
Hope and strength

It feels being back all over again.... I feel like I'll break....

Maybe I'll tell them were I stayed. Then I don't suffer as much...

I have to say their torturing did improved a lot.

Im being snapped out of it by tge door opening, I stand up, quickly.....

I scan tge people while not looking in their eyes.

Wait, i know him.... It's not Sam....

Shit....

They grab my arms tightly and drag me to a room I'm familiar with.

Wait no, we went past the torture room?

Where are we going?

We take another two turn before it hits me like a rock.

It's brainwash time.

I feel dread washing over me...

I don't want this, they wouldn't let it go this far... they said, they would get me out...

But here I am. Don't trust anybody.

I regret everything suddenly.

I should've just let them have what they wanted, I should never have been captured by that group of people.

I should've fought....

For hydra...

For my own sake.....

Once hydra, always hydra.

No escape....

I can feel and hear.... My heart... pounding in my chest as I get dragged to tye room.

Soldiers gather around me in front of the door, with Berner also standing there.

"I beg for mercy please, I'll tell you everything" I say without emotions,

"Oh is that so?", he says witg his thick German accent "beg, BEG" he commands

I go on my knees and look down "I regret everything, I will tell you everything. Im so sorry, just please don't brainwash me, I'll do anything for you, no hesitation! Like you teached me. Im grateful you teached me and I learned and saw I can't ever do that again, hail hydra, I won't turn against hydra again"

He chuckles "better, now, tell me.... Where have you been?"

"Avengers tower, they kept me there, I told them some things about locations"

"Interesting...." He thinks "wipe her!" He demands but nobody moves, "NOW!"

"What?" I ask in disbelief... "no,no, no NO..... please..... I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING!"

A tear rolls down my cheek as I try to get away, but it's hopeless... there are too many soldiers.

They strap me on the stool, I give up...

I don't struggle anymore... i just let them do and try to relax.

Breath.

It'll help.

I hear a click,

I feel unbearable pain trough my whole body, I try hold my screams in.... But after some seconds i break, i scream out my lungs.

My eyes scan the room i look at the soldiers.

My eyes land on the familiar soldier again... I think,

Then it hit me,

He was my guard that would always assist me when I was training...

He was nicer than the others, but didn't show it. But I knew I never dreaded working with him as much.

My eyes go to the next soldier, unknown
Next, unknown,

A new one enters, unkn.... Sam

He looks at me with wide eyes as I scream my lungs out.

Than he leaves again... weak, I think to myself.

My thought go like this for another three hours, then it starts to blurr all together...

Until...

It finally...

Goes...

Blank...

I am taken out of the chair by two men. A sir comes up to us "soldier?"

"Ready to comply" i answer like a robot. He nods and they take me into another room.

In there is a long glass tube.

Im told to step inside.

I feel dizzy... everything's hurts.... It's cold...

Till I don't feel anything anymore, can't move, speak... than it goes blank....

A/N
UPDATE!
Yeahhhhhhh
Finally ik it took a while, but I'm here, so pookies, im dying internally and have an authors block but I'll try to make longer and more chapters again.

BYE POOKIESSSSSSS