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~Flashback~

HaJoon's POV:

Today is the day of our MAMA performance, I'm so excited but also so nervous. We've been working so hard on making this performance amazing and I can't wait.

We have a bit before we go on stage so I try to remain calm, As the makeup artists fix my makeup and hair I make eye contact with Mingi.

He makes faces at me which makes me giggle making me look up to avoid laughing and messing up the makeup.

He makes his way over to me once the makeup artist is done and immediately wraps his arms around me.
"You okay?" He asks sensing my nerves. "Mhm" I say while more calmed down now that he was joking with me.

"So I hear we're gonna see those abs" I say while poking at his exposed belly button making him giggle. "You heard correctly" he says while sitting behind me and placing his head on my shoulder, careful to not rub his makeup on my white jacket.

He looks at me through the mirror and does a little smile when we're called to go on stage, he gets up and holds his hand out for me to grab.
We walk to side stage and take some deep breaths as our mics get set up. "We got this" Mingi says into my ear making me nod my head and squeeze his hand before letting go as our performance starts.

It was more surreal than I imagined, the energy as we performed was so much and grew even more as Mingi's abs were shown which makes me and Yunho have to hide our smiles.

As soon as we get off of the stage I run down the hall in excitement, "holy shit" I say as Mingi runs after me and lifts me into the air. "That really just happened oh my god" I say as he places me down and hugs me.

We all go into the dressing rooms and hold each other, our life is crazy and I can't believe we just preformed on the MAMA stage and got such good reactions... wow.

Wooyoung is tearing up a little bit and Yeosang is sitting there with the biggest smile I've ever seen. Our manager walks in with a smile on his face and we all group hug once again.

"Alright boys, as much fun as that was we have to go back out and watch the rest of the show" he says while ushering us to the door.

When we get to the table I sit down next to San and look around us, we're surrounded by such talented people I can't believe that we're here. San reaches over and squeezes my thigh, gaining my attention.

I look over and he nudges his head towards the camera that is pointed at the two of us, I nod my head and look on the stage where Aespa is performing.

If only I knew that the way I looked when Winter sang her part would make everyone think i was in love with her after today... tisk tisk.

By the time the award show finishes I'm beat, as soon as we get in the car I lay my head on San's shoulder and knock out, I feel a kiss placed on my head as soon as I wake up and see Yeosang standing above me.

"We're home" he says while holding his hand out for me to grab, I grab it as we walk into the house.
I lean my head against his shoulder as Hongjoong opens the front door making us all pile into the house.

"Alright who had first showers?" He asks making me shrug, "I wanna share with Hwa" I pout making Hongjoong chuckle as Mingi makes a face.

"But I wanna share with you" Mingi says while pulling me into his arms, "all three of you share, if Hwa wants to" Hongjoong stresses as Seonghwa shrugs his shoulders.

"It doesn't matter to me" he says making Mingi smile before grabbing both of our hands and dragging us into the bathroom together. Leaving the rest of the boys to decide who else is showering without us.

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