𝟑𝟎 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐇 | Beomjun

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Mission: Help Yeonjun pt.2 ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

"Answer what I ask. Do you like the idea of kissing your husband?"

As soon as Kai's words registered into his brain, it short-circuited. The idea of kissing Beomgyu? Why was Kai suddenly asking him this, and why was this question making him blush?

"W-what? K-kissing him?" He stammered, scandalized.

"Yes, kissing him, do you like the idea of it?" Kai asked firmly, once again.

"Kai-ah they've done more than that, what idea are you asking about even?" Taehyun chuckled from the side, making Yeonjun blush in embarrassment. He was going to strangle Taehyun later so he never sees daylight ever again.

"No Taehyun. Kissing someone, and actually willingly wanting to kiss someone, are two different things. To imagine how it'd feel, and how the idea of imagining it makes YOU feel inside, is what helps you to confirm your feelings. You wouldn't long to kiss a person you don't have feelings for or get a overflowing burst of feelings while thinking of kissing them." Kai answered rather seriously, and it made Yeonjun's heart skip a beat.

What did he feel...when he had kissed Beomgyu for the first time? It had been a mock challenge from him, a silly tease and moment of tension, but how did he actually feel?

How does the idea of kissing Beomgyu makes him feel?

Beomgyu's soft rosy lips, slotting along his so perfectly as if molded for him. The way his sparkling chocolate-brown irises focused on him, staring at him with something akin to want and passion, the small; soft noises he made from his pretty little mouth which drove him mad with need and desire, sending sparks through his veins...

How did all of it make him feel inside?

Yeonjun's heart raced as he let himself delve deeper into those feelings, allowing himself to finally confront the emotions he'd been keeping buried for so long.

His eyes trembled with momentary fear and panic, when he finally allowed himself to accept the reality of his feelings which he was so afraid to admit.

His gaze locked firmly onto Kai's, who was looking at him expectantly.

"So...what do you think Yeonjun-shii?" Kai asked, and Yeonjun gulped.

He couldn't lie to himself anymore, he couldn't deny it anymore.

"I-i think I have feelings for him. I like him. A lot. I like him...a lot. Oh shit...I like Beomgyu a lot, what do I do? I fell for him!" Yeonjun started slow, but his voice got higher, as he panicked with the acceptance of his feelings.

Seeing Yeonjun finally accept it, both Kai and Taehyun smiled with relief. Finally... Yeonjun admitted it. Acceptance was the first step afterall.

"Congratulations on your realisation, Yeonjun hyung." Taehyun chuckled, wiping his imaginary fake tears.

"What congratulations? I'm scared here! I like Beomgyu and I don't know what to do?" He rambled on panicking, and turned to Kai, holding his shoulders.

"Kai-shii, what should I do now? I think I like Beomgyu a lot...I messed up. He probably hates me now, how do I make up for it? God, I was a piece of shit to him!" He cried with regret and embarrassment, making Kai slightly flustered too.

"Uh...talk to him...?" Kai suggested with an awkward chuckle.

"But what if he doesn't want to see me anymore? What if I ruined everything?" He asked, looking like a lost puppy.