Your music career jolts in popularity within months of the release of your first album. You soon finds herself in a joint interview with none other than the members of Tokio Hotel. You and Tom take an interest in eachother and your ex boyfriend Sash...
We're finally out of the tour bus for the next week. I can still see it parked behind the hotel from my window. It gets irritating being in there with so many people. It felt like a breath of fresh air being alone in my hotel room. Occasionally I got ding dong ditched by George and Gustav. I knew it was them because Gustav never ran fast enough before I'd open the door. The past two days in this hotel have been fun. I spent a lot of time with Tom. We rented a couple of movies, ordered food to the room and he played the guitar for me last night. I was started to really like him.
Tom could be really sweet when he wanted to be. We still haven't kissed since the first time, and he hasn't tried since. I wanted him to kiss me. I think I made him too insecure to try again.
I rolled over in my bed and looked at the empty spot. I had assumed Tom slept over, I passed out during the movie last night. He rubbed my back and let me lay in his lap until I fell asleep. I'm surprised I didn't hear him leave. He had asked me to go on a date with him today. I smiled at the thought, I played some music on my speaker as I walked around the room gathering my things for a shower.
I hummed to myself as I stripped my clothes off and started my water. I looked at my bathroom counter to see a set of roses. I smiled happily and grabbed the little paper on the roses to read what was said.
"ты выглядишь так красиво, когда спишь. я так тебя обожаю <3" (You look so beautiful while you sleep. I adore you so <3 )
I giggled like a schoolgirl and smelled the roses while I stood in front of the mirror. This was the sweetest thing I've ever received. And in Russian, Tom was learning more and more just for me. I sat the roses down and jumped in the shower. I washed my hair and body then got out. I wrapped a towel around me and brushed my teeth as I sat on the toilet seat. I daydreamed about what a beautiful night I'd have with Tom.
I did my skincare then got dressed in some gym clothing, I walked downstairs to to the private gym. I stood at the door for a moment watching Tom from outside. He was speaking with somebody I assumed was a fan, but I could only see the back of his head and a girl in front of him. I watched for a moment curious as to what was going on. The two kissed, and I was speechless. I stood there for a few moments, and watched Tom turn around. His eyes met mine and he looked surprised. I frowned and turned my back to them. I stormed down the hallway and back up to my hotel room. I slammed the door shut behind me and flopped onto my bed. We spent the last 3 days barely leaving each-others side.
I told him everything about me, and he told me so much about him. He sang to me, he cuddled with me. All of these things for nothing. I've seen his interviews. I know he's a guy after nothing but sex. But he made me feel differently.
I heard more banging on my door. I walked over and looked out the peephole.
"Y/n! Can you open the door please?" Tom said loudly. He sounded upset, his face looked sad as well. I rolled my eyes and went into the bathroom. I grabbed the flowers and then walked to the door. I opened it and handed him the flowers roughly, then slammed the door shut in his face. I wanted nothing to do with him anymore.
An hour or so passed by, I stayed in my room ignoring everything around me. I watched tv and laid in bed with a water next to me. I was so angry, I felt betrayed. •••••••••• Outfit >
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