Pain of love/ Bill & Tom Kaulitz x Y/N

𝓘 𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼

TW!
!Mentions of abuse & blood!

I stared at Sasha as he stood in my dressing room. I was speechless, and I was more than anxious.

"Я думал, ты ждешь меня (I thought you'd be expecting me." Sasha said as he smiled at me. He looked really happy to see me. He hugged me, I stood there not wrapping my arms around him and allowing him to hug me. He had moved so fast towards me I flinched a bit.

"У меня есть отель недалеко. Пойдем со мной и останешься на ночь. я хочу поговорить с тобой (I have a hotel close by. Come and stay with me so we can talk)." Sasha said, he sounded like he was asking but I knew he was demanding.

"Не могу, у меня вопрос и ответ через несколько минут (I can't, I have a q&a in just a few minutes)." I said as he pulled from the hug. His face changed from happy to angry quickly.

"Ты пойдешь со мной (you're coming with me!)." He said loudly. I jumped a bit as he shouted at me. I looked at him for a few moments before nodding my head yes. I would be in trouble if I left. I was supposed to be here. I'd be disappointing a lot of fans.

"позвольте мне сказать моему менеджеру, что я ухожу (let me tell my manager I'm leaving." I said and made my way towards the door. Sasha stepped in front of me quickly. I looked up at him and we made eye contact. He shook his head no as he looked at me. His expression harsh and hateful as he looked at me. I was in a whole other country and he still managed to find me and make me do what he wanted.

"почему ты не ответил мне? (Why did you ignore my my texts?)" Sasha asked me standing in front of me. My excuse sounded fake but I didn't want to lie to him.

"Я потерял свой телефон в Америке (I lost my phone in America)." I said looking at him.

(I'm getting tired of translating so I'm just going to write the rest in English. I'll leave notes so you know what language everybody is speaking)

"Don't lie to me." Sasha said shouting at me again, his face close to mine. I squinted a bit at his fast movement again and licked my lips. I wasn't lying. I didn't know what to say now. I couldn't yell for my security. I couldn't leave the room. And nobody could hear me because of the crowd outside. I was stuck in here with him. My heart beat fast in my chest and my hands grew cold. I felt like I might pass out from adrenaline.

"I'm sorry." I said quietly. I looked down at my feet. Sasha shoved me quickly to the ground, I stumbled over my hanger filled with clothes and harshly to the ground.

"Look at me when I'm speaking to you." Sasha added, I was stunned. This was the worst he could do, he couldn't hit me. If I walked out with a black eye everybody would know.

I heard a knock on my door, and a handle being shook.

"Y/N. We have to go out now. You have to hurry." I heard Bill call through the door. He shook the handle again and knocked some more. He sounded annoyed as he did so. I had been in here so long.

I looked at the door then back up at Sasha, Sasha mouthed the words "shut up" to me as I looked up at him in fear.

"I-I'm coming. Give me a second I'm changing again." I said, my voice quivering as I tried to speak.

I heard Bill loudly groan through the door at my response.

"Okay, hurry." Bill replied before I heard him stomp off. He was a drama queen for sure. Sasha listened to the footsteps walk off before he grabbed my arm and picked me up aggressively off the ground. He waited a few minutes before pulling me out of the dressing room and down the hallway to the back entrance. He let go of me as we walked to not raise any suspicion. I walked next to him with my head down as we got into his car. I got into the passenger seat holding in tears.