One Direction Book

Kissing Practice - 😹Liam😹

My body trembled as I stood between my boyfriend's legs as he sat on his bed, his hands on my hips while my knees pressed against the side of the mattress.

"Are you sure you're okay with this? We can wait until you're ready, love," Liam said softly, rubbing soothing circles on my hip bones with his thumbs, his larger fingers digging into my sweater in a massaging manner.

I blushed and nodded, internally thanking God that Liam was such a wonderful, caring boyfriend. "I'm ready... I'm just really nervous," I say quietly, making Liam nod his head in understanding. "When I learned how to kiss, I was really nervous, too. I completely understand that," Liam related, giving me a small smile. "But there's nothing to be afraid of. If you need me to stop, or for me try to explain to you what to do, just say it. I won't be upset if you want to call it quits. If you're not ready, you're not ready. And that's perfectly okay. I'll wait as long as you need to."

I'm wanna marry this man.

Biting my lip, I gently placed my hands on Liam's chest to ground myself more, trying to keep my anxiety at bay. "Can you explain what it's like? Like what we do?" I asked shyly, each word making the blush burn deeper into my face.

Liam nodded his head. "It's kind of like massaging your lips against someone else's. And since you've never kissed someone before, I'd say we'll keep it light, just like how we've pecked on the lips, but a bit closer and longer and more... I guess, intimate."

Every word that left his mouth as he described the thing I was about to learn just made me fluster more and more.

"Okay," I nodded my head timidly, rehearsing what Liam had said over and over in my head to make sure I processed it all. "Whenever you're ready, just close your eyes and let me do the work, yeah? Try to find a pattern when you move your lips against mine."

With a very, very shaky breath, I closed my eyes. Soon, I felt Liam's breath gently fan over my lips, before he pressed his against them. I inhaled sharply and held still until Liam started to gently caress his lips against mine. After a couple seconds of trying to analyze his pattern, I started to mimic his movements.

The corners of Liam's lips curved up into a small grin as he continued to kiss me, one of his hands coming up to cup my jaw to guide the way I should tilt my head. Soon, he let go and we moved our lips instinctually. Every time we pulled away to tilt our heads, I took a deep breath as every time our lips lingered for a while, I noticed that I was becoming breathless.

My hands slid into his short, fluffy, brunette locks, my fingers instantly tangling and getting lost in the strands. Liam's other hand moved to the back of my neck and it sometimes left to thread his fingers through my hair.

A while goes by and Liam suddenly grazes his teeth against my bottom lip, making me gasp. I was too addicted to his lips to pull away though. And as soon as my lips parted, I felt him slide his tongue into my mouth.

For some reason, the feeling of his tongue touching mine made my knees weak, and they bent forward, making me come closer. The grip Liam had on the back of my neck wouldn't let me pull back when I gasped and tried to not fall on top of him.

Instead, Liam continued to kiss me deeply, his arms catching me and pulling me incredibly closer. With a whimper, I tried to catch up with Liam, panting into the kiss as he quite literally kissed the breath from me.

Soon, Liam broke the kiss, the two of us panting heavily. He fluttered his eyes opened and gave me a small, shy grin. "Never kissed someone before other than a peck, my ass," Liam retorted softly, making me fluster. "I haven't, though," I say timidly, looking down.

Or, well, I tried to look down, but Liam's hand was still cradling my jaw and chin, and he tilted my head up to look at him. "I know, sweetheart. I was just messing with you," He said softly, pecking my lips.

"That was one of the best-- You know what? No, that was the best first kiss I've ever shared with someone, Y/n," Liam said with a genuine smile. "Really?" I couldn't help but ask even though the look in his eye made me believe him. "Really. I just wanna kiss you forever," He said softly.

"That's impossible... But I wouldn't mind if we kissed for longer," I giggled, making Liam smile. "Good," My boyfriend pecked my lips. "Because that's all I want to do right now," He said, kissing me once more.

Liam and I snogged for about half an hour before deciding that if we didn't stop, we wouldn't be able to and I wasn't ready to have my first time yet, and Liam lovingly understood that.

So for the rest of the night, we cuddled in bed and had a Toy Story marathon, sharing tiny kisses and giggling at both the childish and sneaky adult jokes of all four movies.