Love in the hatred.JJK

Part-51

JUNGKOOK POV..

I sighed as I cut the call and sat on the edge of my bed.

I was in my old room..I shifted to my parents home after the divorce because staying there suffocates me now.

Jimin called me earlier discussing about the new buisness deal we need to do with the Bangalore mob.

Jimin is in Italy now with his wife for honeymoon..yeah Jimin got married with Chloe a month ago and went to honeymoon before two weeks.

I kept my head on both of my palms, the guilt feeling creeping through my veins once again.

My mom hates Y/N till core and I am the reason for this..I still wonder that why, why did she even lied to everyone and took the blame on herself.

I sighed getting up from my place..it's too much to bear I am going to tell the truth to my mom..I know she is gonna hate me for what I did to Y/N, but it's ok.

I nodded my head and went out of my room heading downstairs to my parents room.

I saw my mom sitting on the bed while reading some magazines, the specks deliberately on her nose bridge.

I knocked on the door to get her attention and she turned around to see me, she smiled a little which made my heart ache.

She removed her spectacle and motioned me to come to her, I nod my head and sat next to her, her motherly smile making it more difficult for me to tell the truth.

She slowly caressed my hair with her soft palm and asked, "What happened my kookie?".

I gulped and looked into her eyes feeling my heart sting with guilt while my eyes sting with tears.

"M-mom". I immediately hugged her tightly burring my head in the crook of her neck, she was slightly taken aback but nonetheless she too hugged me back.

"What happened my boy hmm? Comeon tell to this momma". She said and I cried more in her embrace, now the only thing that I need right now is my mom and her embrace.

After crying for few moments I broke the hug and looked at her while sniffing.

"Mom s-she d-di-didnt do a-anything". I said while looking down and I could sense my mom's confusing gaze on mine.

"What are you telling about kookie ? who is she? Comeon tell me correctly ". My mom said and I gulped down the lump that was formed in my throat and looked at her.

Comeon Jungkook now or never!

"Mom Y/N, she, she didn't do anything mom, infact I am the reason why she left me". I said and I saw my mom's shoulder tense as she narrowed her eyes.

"Mom, I-i ab-abused her mom, I tortured her, I locked her in dirty basement, I made her get panic attack". I continued my voice laced with guilt I saw my mom's eyes turning red and I knew she is gonna slap me now.

"Mom mom, but please listen to me fully, I love her mom, I do love her a lot mom". I said as I held her both the palm in mine.

I can hear her sigh but I was too busy in shedding tears. As my grip around her palm loosened she immediately hugged me, I widen my eyes when I realised that I was in her embrace, but nonetheless I too hugged her back.

She rubbed my back calming me down and sang soothing song near my ear and I soon felt my shoulders relaxing.

She cupped my big face with both her palm and wiped the tears from my face.

"You love her Jungkook?". My mom asked me her voice as calm as the autumn breeze and nodded my head hiccuping.

"Then try to win her back, try until your last breath". She said and I could sense tears forming in my eyes again.