Chapter 72

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Y/n's pov

"Annyeong Y/n" Bang Chan walked in

I was in JYPE, trying to improve my composing skills.

"Oh! Annyeong hyung" I smiled

"What are you working on?" He sat beside me

"Ah, well this song...um... I'm trying to show my feelings" I said a bit embarrassed

"Your feelings?"

"Ne...it's about Nayeon" I said softly

"Oh"

"I just keep feeling awful and I still love her."

"Have you told her?" he asked

"Ani. I just said some bullshit about being happy to at least be friends" I sighed

"Aren't you?"

"Of course I am but I wanted more."

"Araseo" he nods softly 

"Wanna listen to what I have until now?"

"Sure" he smiled

I started playing the song and looked at him. He had a serious expression on his face as I was waiting for his reaction.

"Y/n, you've improved significantly" he praised me

"Jinjja?!"

"Wae are you so surprised?" He laughed

"I wasn't expecting it" I rubbed my nape

"Don't sell yourself short. Be proud that your hard work paid off"

"I am" I smiled

"Do you plan on having it in the next album?"

"Ani. This is too personal, hyung. Those are my deepest feelings..." I leaned back on the chair.

"So you are not planning on ever releasing it?"

"Maybe in the future, I'll be ready to do so but not yet." I shook my head

"Araseo" he nodded

My phone rang. I looked at the screen and silenced it. Bang Chan looked at me.

"You aren't going to answer that?"

"Ani"

I showed him the phone screen. Bang Chan looked at me surprised.

"Sasaeng one?" He read

"Ne, some sasaengs found my number but I don't want to change it so I just saved their numbers to know who's calling" I said

"Wae are you looking so proud of yourself?" He laughed

"Because I'm smart hyung" I smiled

Time skip an hour later

"Noona, I want something from you" I said as soon as I saw Mun-Hee

"Huh? What is that?" she stopped walking as I approached her

"I want a busier schedule"

"It's already busy tho" 

"Not busy enough" I shook my head

"Are you sure?" she looked a bit concerned and I nodded

"...araseo. I'll see what we have" 

"Gomawo" I smiled

I waved goodbye to my manager and decided to go take some air at the rooftop. The place was quiet, I was alone. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Memories started flooding me from the moments I've spent here with Nayeon. I've been foolish, that's for sure. 

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