Same Love (Lesbian)

Let Me Help

  After our talk, I wasn't completely convinced she understood. She stayed over that night and we were in our normal floor bed and cuddled together watching a couple movies on Netflix.

   After Danny went to sleep, I pressed a kiss to her lips, and I got on my phone. I typed up a suicide note in my Notes App and I saved it. I wouldn't need it tonight. But..I wasn't strong enough to keep going on. It was absolutely too much.

    A couple days later I returned to school. Everyone looked at me different now, it was like that one shy kid who just let the biggest bully have it and completely kick their ass...wait that's what I did. Whoops. Anyway, as I walked into lunch, there she sat. That prissy whore wearing a pink top and a stitched lip with a black eye. "Breathe and walk away." Danny advised and redirected me away.

     I went back to the microwaves to heat up the chicken and noodles that I wasn't going to eat. As I was walking out, prissy whore tipped my bowl all over me. All over my band merch, all over my brand new, size 3 jeans. "Oh bitch you're dead." I growled and pushed her. Danny got in the middle of it this time. "Stop Emmy or we're done." I immediately snapped up at her words. I walked away from the both of them and walked out of the cafeteria, going to the bathroom.

      I got the noodle juice off my top and jeans and just stared at the toilet in the mirror. I looked at my stomach and looked down. "Go purge fatass.." I mumbled to myself and then I heard someone behind me. I looked back to the mirror and Danny was hugging me. "I didn't want you to get expelled, I had to stop you. And now I know what you do when you're alone...when i'm not there to help you. Please..let me help."