Solby Oneshot Book

Kiss Me?

Guyssss I am STRUGGLINGGG but I will try to update the other book tmr. I am however dedicated to whatever this is. Idk tbh, I just got kinda tired and had ideas. So it probably isn't that good lmao.

TW : depression?

Always enjoy!

——————————

Sam wasn't the type of guys to hook up with people. He was normally one for committed relationships and dating. But recently he's been so lost. So he started hooking up with people. Just the average person at parties. 

It would have been fine, nothing crazy would have happened, had he not hooked up with a man. He was drunk. That was his excuse at least.

They made out, had sex, then the guy left. That's it. No strings attached, no feelings. Nothing. But of course, Sam felt so guilty. 

For one his best friend, and roommate, had been home and in the room Nextdoor the ENTIRE time. So he probably heard and knew that Sam did something with another guy. That terrified Sam. But another point, Sam liked it. Obviously Sam had loved Kat when they were together, but he never felt anything when he hooked up with girls, but when he was with that guy, he liked it? He didn't know.

But he knew Colby was going to text him or come into his room and mention something. He normally did it just to mess with Sam after the average hook up. But now he knew something. He knew Sam had sex with another guy.

Sam didn't want to be gay, or bi. He was straight. As a line. With maybe a bit of a curve. But Colby couldn't know that. Would he even like him anymore. Obviously he would, Colby wasn't homophobic, but Sam couldn't help but worry.

Knock knock

"Come in." Sam said, sinking farther into the oversized sweatshirt that he had stolen from Colby one time. He braced himself for the brunettes hate or confusion.

"Sam, why did some random guy knock on my door and ask for the bathroom?" Colby asked rubbing his eyes, clearly making a joke of some kind.

"I can explain, I'm not gay. It was just a one time thing. I AM STRAIGHT! I promise!" Sam said, scrambling to find his bearings. Colby just walked over to his bed and sat down pulling Sam into a hug.

Colby shushed, "Hey, dude. I absolutely do not care if you're gay, or straight or bi or whatever. I have to be honest. I think I might be bi or something." He rubbed the back of his neck, his cheeks red. 

Sam sat there shocked. "Oh," He looked at Colby, "that's cool... I- I don't know what I am." He hugged his knees into his chest, leaning on Colby slightly. "I liked it. The... sex. I guess... but that guy was an asshole." Sam tried to laugh but honestly it wasn't funny.

That guy had been an asshole. And definitely had some internal homophobia that he had taken out on Sam.

"God why did I choose him of all guys to have gay sex with for the first time." Sam hid his face in his hands, as he felt Colby laugh. Colby pulled him even colder. They had always been quite close, but this felt more intimate and Sam, unfortunately, liked it.

When he realized how much he liked it, his cheeks started glowing red.

"How am I even supposed to know what I am?" Sam asked, trying not to look at his best friend, who was also blushing heavily.

Colby looked around nervously, obviously having some sort of idea. He decided to speak up, "You could... k-kiss... me?" Now he was hiding his face. Extremely embarrassed by even ghe thought of his suggestion.

"Sorry. Bad idea. I'm sure you'll figure it out." Colby spoke. Trying to get up.

"Wait," Sam stopped. Holding Colby back a bit. "That's not a bad... idea. If you're... still up for it." His cheeks were even more red, if that was even possible.

Colby couldn't speak. Kissing his best friend? That he might like? That might... possibly like him back??? Oh he was so down. So he nodded. Probably more eager than he should have been.

Colby got into a comfortable position and looked deeply at Sam, who nodded back, trying to hide his excitement.

So Colby cupped his cheek, softly caressing it with his index finger. Then he leaned in, letting Sam have enough time to back out, if he needed. But Sam pushed their lips together. The feeling was euphoric, it felt like bright sunrises. It felt like fireworks, and sun after a storm, and the feeling of nostalgia. Like magic. 

Their kiss was short. Maybe five seconds at most. But it felt like forever. Their lips colliding together, piece by piece (the call back) working together like a puzzle. Fizzy like a crisp new soda can. Love filled, like it was their first ever girlfriends back in high school again. It was perfect.

And while it felt endless, when it did end, it had been to short. Both boys wished to push their lips together again. But they couldn't admit that. So they just gasped slightly, staring at each others roses face. Craving more.

It took a few moments but finally  Colby spoke. "So... was that bad. We can forget it ever happened."

But they both could never forget that kiss. It was like their first one all over again. It was absolutely perfect. 

"No, no it was... it was good. Not- like GOOD good... but it was.. nice." Sam smiled, looking into his friend's eyes. It was 'GOOD good' but not like he'd ever admit that. 

Colby nodded, "Good. I... I hoped?" He questioned, not really knowing what to say. Sam laughed a bit, hugging Colby tightly.

They drifted off to sleep like that, two boys in love. 

And Sam knew. He knew he was definitely bi. He knew he was definitely in love. But that was something for another day. At least right now.

Right now. It was time for him and his friend to rest. To reflect. And to fall in love with each other more and more.

—————————

(1005 words)

I hope that was good, it was very rushed. 

If you have ANY ideas, any like AU's or short stories for me to adapt for SnC. I'll do anything. Let me know!

Anyways take care of yourself! Sending lots of love!

- your favorite writer, but probably not, witty writer