Outsider

I've always felt like
an outsider trapped
trying to find out where
I fit in but am always confused
on where to go, wondering if
they will accept me for who I
am I, or I will change myself for
them so they can like me and
I will fight in and not feel like an
outsider anymore sometimes I
wonder if this feeling will ever go
away feeling like an outsider in
your own relationship or if it will
stay like this, adjusting myself so
people will like me. I even feel like
an outsider to myself not recognising
the person I've become always having
a mask on and being myself when no
one is around to judge or question me.