My Mates || 𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

CHAPTER 15

Daniel's POV (few moment earlier )

"Daniel. What happened yesterday?" Damien asked as he drove us to the school. His question reminded me of my stupidness yesterday. I know they don't care about what I did in the past but I can't help it.

I'm scared. I'm scared of losing them.

They were with me, even after knowing what I did to Damien they didn't leave and even Damien accepted me. He had always accepted me and all my mates did too but it's too hard for me to accept myself.

"I-I... " I took a huge intake of air and sighed loudly. "I'm so stupid. "

"that you are. But why is Xavier mad at you?"

"I did something stupid. " I said with a groan as I wiped my face with my hand in frustration.

"Daniel... "

"stop asking now. Don't worry about it I'll solve it soon. " I told him acting like I'm a little annoyed by him but he just chuckled at me as he ruffled my hairs. I can see the questions in his eyes but I know he won't ask me, he created too much and he don't want to hurt me more. It made me feel ashamed of the things I did to him.

"yeah, you sure will. Just know that if it gets too hurt to handle, don't worry about anything. We're always with you, he might be angry now, but you know him. He'll let it go soon too, he just can't live without his sub. " he chuckled at me and I just couldn't help but scold myself at my stupidness and at the same time blush from embarrassing memories of bonding memories with Xavier and his bdsm toys.

Fuck!

I'm the mist stupid person ever. It 2as always in front of me, it was always right there, the answers to my insecurities. I was afraid of something that will never happen. I was doubting my mates and no wonder Xavier got so angry. I need to talk to him and I just hope that he listened to me.

"oh. there they are. " Damien pointed as we reached the school's parking lot and he parked our car. Getting of the car I suddenly lost all of my confidence.

I mean. I am going to solve this matter. But I it made me wonder when, if I'm going chicken out like this, then when am I going to do this.

I looked at my two mates as they stared at eachother lovingly and then jumps away as Alex said something to them. I chuckled at their reaction but then again fear engulfed me and I looked at Xavier as Damien spoke to them.

As soon as he saw me he turned away from me and left.

My heart stopped for a moment as I watched his retreating back and there something broke inside me.

Xavier is still angry.

Will he really forgive me?

'Talk to him. He's waiting for us.' My wolf, Ezra, growled in my head as he jumps in my head to get Xavier back.

'But he left just now.' I told him but he just bared his fangs at me.

'So you are not going to follow him. If you want our mate to forgive us, beg, cry or do whatever but get him back.' He spat at me as he tried to take over but I pushed him back. It's not my wolf's fault, I created this mess so I'll be cleaning this.

'I'll go after him. '

I told my wolf as he sat back happily and waited.

I talked to Ashley and her words made me come to my senses. I told her that I'm going after Xavier and she nodded at me. I could feel her sadness but their was this feeling too that she was supporting me. Telling me get Xavier back.

My chest filled with happiness as I couldn't help but thank moon goddess. That I corrected my mistakes in the past or I would never be able to feel this happiness and meet my other mates.

(don't worry their back story will soon be covered in future chapter so you don't need to feel left out)

I saw Xavier's back as he was walking towards the woods and I ran to him and with my super speed I tackled him down on the grass as he tried to break the fall but couldn't.

"Daniel. Let go of me. " he said as I sat on his back with his face down and I laughed happily.

"No. Never. " I said and hugged him from behind and laid myself over his back and inhaled his scent.

I felt calm and complete when I touched him and took in his scent. It was the purest and most wonderful feeling.

"Daniel!" he shouted as he moved under me and my eyes widen as he pushed me and my back hit the grass.

I felt a weight over me and when I opened my eyes I saw Xavier hovering over me with his hands on both side of my head and our legs in between each other's.

"what do you think you are doing. " he said angrily but I smiled at him as I grabbed the back of his neck and forcefully pulled him down until our lips met eachother.

"mmhhmm. Mhhmmffm "

He tried to push me away but I moved my legs and wrapped them tightly around his hips and pulled him closer to me as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Sto-pmmhh"

He tried to pull away from me by raising his head but pulled myself up as I joined our lips again.

[I'm not going to pull away. Never. ]

I told him through the mind link and soon he stopped pushing me as he started moving his lips with mine.

He kissed me back hungrily as if he was waiting to do that all this life. His soft lips pressed against mine felt like I'm touching some soft pillow and there was this force that made me lose my mind.

Moan left my lips as we pulled away and gasped for air but he didn't move his lips from mine as our lips were still touching each other's softly and we breathed into each other's breath.

"I was stupid. " I said as he looked at me and I got my chance. It's now or never. "I was being a complete idiot yesterday. By now I should have known that you guys care for me too much and that you have already forgiven me. But i-i couldn't forgive myself. When I saw Damian's vulnerable self yesterday. I was reminded of my sin. I just couldn't help but blame myself then. But now I know they were just some stupid thoughts and that you'll never leave me or hate me for that. What you did is right too. I needed to be thought a lessen and being punished by my mate is what I needed. I'm sorry. "

"I'm glad you understand now. And I'm sorry as well. I shouldn't have used our mate bond to punish you. Being pushed away by a mate hurts and I still did that."

"Stop being crazy. If you hadn't done that I would still be mopping around about the past. " I told him as I moved my hands to his face and softly caressed his cheek bones as he stared into my eyes and I watched them flicker and his eyes got darker with lust as he kept staring into mine.

"fuck!. I want to take you here, right now. " he said as he moved his crotch that was pressed against mine and I arched my back at the feeling.

My wolf howled in bliss asking me to let him do whatever he wants with us.

"then... What's stopping you?"

"The fact that once I start I won't stop till you lose you voice and couldn't move and the other fact that we are at school and I don't want others to see you in that lewd state of yours. " he growled as he cuddled his face in my neck and started kissing me.

"Shall we go home then?" I asked in a low voice afraid that I might moan loudly if I talked a little louder.

"I'll tell Damien. " he raised his head and looked into my eyes.

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