"What?" He said, sadness filling his eyes.
"I can't do this, Matthew. You a broke my heart and now you expect me to just crawl back to you because of some stupid speech. It's gonna take a lot more than that, Matthew." I said, looking him straight int the eyes.
He looked down and nodded. I turned and walked to the bathroom. I washed my face and reapplied my makeup. I walked back to the guys and smiled.
"Heyyy, uh, are you alright?" Jc said with a worried expression.
"Yea of course I am. Do y'all want to go back to my place now?" I fake smiled.
They all nodded and got up and grabbed their bags. We headed out to our cars and they followed my car to my house. We got out and headed to the door.
We walked in and all heads turned toward us. My eyes flickered from one person to another. My eyes landed on Milla's. I walked up to her and all she did was open her arms. I fell into them, letting out the sobs I held in for so long.
"Shhh. It's okay, babe. Shhh." She comforted me. I looked up and Nate stood there. I jumped into his open arms.
"He doesn't deserve you, baby girl. It's okay. Shhh." He whispered, stroking my hair.
I just held onto him like my life depended on it, letting out small sobs. I let go and walk over to the boys.
"Sorry, guys, uhm, guys this is Milla, Sammy, Jack Johnson, Jack Gilinsky, Hayes, Nate, and Zach. Other people, this is Jc, Kian, Trevor, Ricky, Connor, and Sam." I said pointing to each person as I say their names.
They said their "hi"'s and we all sat down. "Mind filling us in?" Sam asked, referring to my breakdown. I nodded.
"Okay, so I had this best friend and he asked me out and we dated for a couple months and then I got into a motorcycle accident with Milla and we were in a coma for a couple weeks and when I woke up he was literally standing there, in my hospital room, kissing some slut." I said. They all nodded.
"And that guy was who came up to us today?" Kian asked. I nodded.
"Wait he came up to y-" Sammy started but I cut him off. "I'm getting there." I said.
"Ok so I was in the food court with them and he came up and asks if he could borrow me for a second and they said yes so I just got up. So he was explaining what the fuck happened that day and he said that she kissed him first and that he doesn't know why he kissed back. And then I went off and said like you already broke me and just leave me. He said he loves me." I looked down and played with my thumbs.
"I told him I love him more than anything but he can't do that to me and then he kissed me. I just kinda pulled back and said 'no' because no. Fuck no. And that's pretty much it I guess." I said, still playing with my thumbs.
I looked up and they were just sitting there looking at me. Jc pulled me into a hug and I just cried even more. "GOD DAMMIT." I looked up and Hayes had his head in his hands.
"I mean what the hell?! I thought he was a good guy but just, God dammit!" He yelled.
"I'm sorry Audrey. I would've done someth-" "No, Hayes, it's not your fault. Stop blaming yourself." I said.
