Logan Sargeant x Male OC x Lando Norris (Polyamorous)
Warning ⚠️: I'm new to Formula 1. Most information may be wrong. Also, Smut, Swearing, Google Translate, etc.
Kawayan Flores Bautista has been put in the center of the Formula 1 media. He has bee...
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~Lando's POV~
It's about 6am. I've been up for the last 20 minutes just processing the situation that we're in. Kawayan and I cuddled up next to Logan on both of his sides with his arms wrapped around us. All three is us were basically holding hands on top of Logan's chest. Never would I have thought we'd get here. Last night, at the club, Logan and I just so happened to run into each other. We were both emotional wrecks. I didn't tell Logan why I was crying since I wasn't speaking to him, but he did tell me that he came to Tokyo, hoping to have a good time, but he caught Riley cheating on him for the third time this year. That's so crazy.
Logan was going off last night. He caught his brother, which I find later that his name is Dalton, calling her before the season started, saw a text that Dalton sent her with a smirk emoji in Melbourne, and what's even worse is that Logan's brother came to Tokyo last night and he caught them making out in the lobby when Riley said she was going to a bar with some of her friends that were already in Tokyo. I didn't know how much pain Logan has to endure within his relationship on top of the shit he already has to deal with at Williams. It makes me wonder how much Logan can take before he explodes through emotions.
I don't even think he's been talking about it with anyone because Logan is definitely not talking to Oscar, and I think I fucked him over back in Bahrain when I caught him in the stairwell. I've been told not to pity him, but how could anyone not? Balancing being a Formula 1 driver and a relationship is not for the faint of heart. I did have another thought while I was still awake: maybe Logan is also stressed about figuring out his own sexuality. It's never easy to understand when you like the same gender at first; it freaks you out because you think it might be inherently wrong from what you watch growing up, or maybe your family doesn't support that behavior.
I've heard and seen it all before.
Now we have Kawayan. God, I think too much. I've thought about him way too much since the night he said we were done. The whole I love you thing just slipped out in the heat of the moment. I had just helped Kawayan through something major, and I was really glad he's ok. Did I mean what I said? Well, I've felt something for Kawayan since his second confession. This feeling is more than like, but a little less than love. I didn't know the word or how to express that, so I love you came out. I did say it without thinking. I could only imagine what was going through his head after I said it. He had every right to avoid me and, maybe not lie, maybe just come up with an excuse to be away from me. I know.
I looked up to see Kawayan's peaceful face, sleeping soundly against the crook of Logan's neck. It's such a relief to see him not having a trauma nightmare suddenly wake him. I just hope he has the right people to help him through it. It does make me wonder what caused all of this in the first place, though. Kawayan never said. Maybe it's too traumatic to talk about, so therapy might be the next best option. I don't think he has any other choice. "You look concerned; what're you thinking about?" Logan groans when he has to move his legs to a position of his liking. All of our limbs were pretty much tangled together. I'm glad it didn't feel weird.
