She's my way out.

Dad.

Saturdays my line is always popping off. But not today, I swear I know Naomi had a good interest at heart but you just dont do them tings, the nitty's were hungry, so I  knew that the banging noise on my door by Ten am in the morning, it was the money calling. "Who's that?" Riell asked as i walked past her room, "Just one of the youngers."I lied.
"Tell them to stop knocking off my door like that, why do they even know where my Yard is!?"

"Go to sleep!" I shouted back whilst jogging down the stairs. I opened the front door to see one of my regular customers, she was one mad crackhead, hardly any teeth left but she still had money to pay her habbit, given my the government, and this is how i know they system is corrupt, they don't wanna buss the brothers which would lead them to doing other shit to get money but crackheads like these just cah she white. "You need to not come to my yard. Like say were bredrins?"
"I-I needed some whites."
"Dont be banging off my door early in the morning, are you nuts?!"
Her gritty sticky hair drooped over her faces, she was dirty and stunk, I felt to give her a bang for coming to my yard like this but i didn't wanna catch anything.  I took the whites out my socks  and she gave me the money, I handed it  over to her and she held it to the sky trying to examine it "You know my stock is the shit you don't need to do that, move now."
"Where- where do i find you next time?"
"When you gonna want your next fixs?"
"La-La-ter on today." She stuttered,I  stepped back as spit flied out her mouth.

"Go to he front line, the youngers should  fix you up with a little suttin. skeet now."

I closed the door on her to be met by Jace. "Uncle who was dat?"
"Why you so nosy Jace?" I asked picking him up, he was only two but so inquisitive.

"Can you take me and Mali to the park today?" he asked as i walked into the kitchen still carrying him.

"I gotta do some big boy stuff today Ghee." I told him sitting him down in the chair, I knelt down at his level and looked him in the eye's "When your a big boy-"
"I am one!"

"Okay, but when your big like uncle"
"Im gonna ave muscles like you uncle!" he said making me laugh

"And your gonna be good. Hear me? Its not good to be bad. It Good to be Good. I want to see you and your brother doing hella tings, hella good tings yeah."
He nodded probably no even understanding what i meant but i smiled getting back up.

"You want CoCo pops?" I asked him

"I DO TOO!" Malachi screamed

"You always screaming bruv." I  laughed

" Fat head." Jace told Malachi i swear im rubbing off on them

"Don't say that Jace" I laughed

"You little pussy boy." Malachi retorted, I wanted to laugh, so bad.

"Look what your making them say." Riell charged in 
"I aint making them say shit" I laughed 

"See! Potty mouth." My sister hit me playfully in the head, I grabbed her hand squeezing it until she said sorry, "You love to play that's what you get." I told her

"Oww it really hurts."
"Your a grown woman, about owe it really hurts."
"You hurt mummy!" Malachai barged at me

"Yeah i like that Mali, if anyone hurts your- Owwwwwwwwww" I recieved a kick in my Manhood and a a lethal  pinch to my arm by Jace, "Alright that's it you man aint getting the Coco pops, Riell dont you cut these man nails fuck that hurt" I took the box and ran out the kitchen, my nephews running behind me screaming.

By One thirty i was all ready and dressed, i was doing an all Northface thing today, no need for a long explanation. I left Riell some money she said she was taking the boys out to the funfair today, as much as i wanted to spend time with them I was on a quest a mad one.

Traffics a paigon, and manlike Reepz cant stand it

Should of took the back route

Or the M6 

I  sat in the car looking over a see of other cars making me vex, I laughed at the dumb bar I just made. But  Jermaine stevesnon,I  hadnt heard that name for a while, a long while, i didn't even know what he looked like but today i was gonna put a name to the face. I parked up one back road, the address Biggs  texted me even though I told him i wouldn't go there to do another drop,I  weren't tryna go back into jail again, definitely not for an M charge. I found him, slouched over a brown sofa, he was a nitty, who would want him dead? Was he even  worth it? I walked over to him, coughed loudly only for him to shudder and wake up from his sleep. he looked up at me with bright green eye's, something werent right. "I knew you'd come and find me." he finally said

"What you talking bout? To dead you?"
"Son."

"Son?"
 "Your my Son Rashad"

I grabbed him by the neck choking him out, "Dont play no fucking games with me you dumb nitty, my dad's dead!"

He tried to speak, but  I guess my grip was too tight, good for him, dont ever disrespect me like that, ever. I let him go after awhile for him to collapse onto the sofa, "Rashad! Please wait." He told me as i walked away "Believe me! Im your dad. Me and your mum, we were having some problems, she got with Gregg."
"My dad" i turned around and stopped "That man will always be my dad, chat bad, i dare you!"
"Rashad, what does beating up an old man do for you? Please just hear me out."

Something told me to listen to him, this crazy dumb nitty had some type of hold over me. I  looked around before sitting down, this looked like a pretty decent home so why was he like this?

"Me and your mum, we spilt up after she had you and Riell, she left no clue no nothing. I saw you two once after she left but you'd be too young to remember, you was about four. You and your mum and your sister were up at camberwell, denmark hill, your mum was at the Job center when it was open , she only went because they said they would cut her benefits if she didn't go for a meeting."
"And then that's when shit when downhill for us, Mum was on crack, probably still is as we speak, probably dead, Left in a guttter somewhere, but i dont care"
"You dont mean that."

"Dont tell me what i fucking mean. who the fuck are you?"
"Im your-"
"Dont say it. You might be by blood,but Gregg is my father, Even when my crackhead of  mum left us he was still tryna win us back from the courts, but where were you,my real dad? Like you say  Your a nitty, a tramp  so i dont care."
"I dont want to start off like this."
Start off with what,I only came here cuz-"
"Why did you come here? Want a relationship with me? What about Riell"

"Why you fooling yourself?" I laughed sitting back into the chair "Did you not just listen to a word i said?"

"Why you here then?"

"Someone organised a drop on you, Eight K"
He chuckled shaking his head "You got an imagination just like your mother" 

"Oh you dont believe me, so i just brought my strap for nothing?" i took out my gun for his whole facial expression to change, shock was what i could read. "Who could possibly want me dead?"

"Dont know, and I  dont care."
"So what, you gonna do that to your own-"
"I dare you say it. I dare you."
"If your gonna kill me you might aswell end my misery, right here right now."
"Narh, cah im not bothered if your dead or alive"
his face brightened up

"But i want my full Eight K."
only to go down again

"Eight K? How am I  suppose to get that Rashad"

"Don't call me by my gov, only my dad and my family get to do that. I'll be back tomorrow Five O clock.  If it aint here then bwoii you bess pray, and dont try run away, cah i'll only come back to hunt you down, come to  find you , dad."

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