𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒔 < 𝑹𝑬𝑺 & 𝑳𝑶𝑮 >

His Lordship

RONAN

The pre-Teal me was too good at pretending that he was a people pleaser.
Throwing parties for every reason under the sun just to keep myself surrounded by people.

Even when I knew they were only with me for my money and fame I didn't give two flying fucks.

In my mind I was using as much as they were using me.

When Teal barged into my life as my fiancee, my carefully put together demeanor took a brutual hit.

She was too hot headed and broody for me to handle. Despite that she found her way inside my heart, soul and my fucking mind.

Her soft smiles, little blush that creeps into her cheeks when I flirt or her protectiveness over me are the things I love about her the most.

Life has been pretty good since the day I went down the hill literally. Teal and I started our life together and have created a little happy family for us.

Mum's health is getting better, Dad and I have started from a clean slate and our relationship is definitely better.

I cant imagine that I am the same person who used to fake his emotions. Now I am all about being me.

I, Ronan Astor is still the live wire of the group, the charming one who gives instant comfort to people but I feel the change within me.

I am no more faking it. I am living my best life with everything a man could ever want.

I have loving parents, awesome wife and a cute little kid.

Yes we have a son. Remington Astor came into the world four years ago alerting the whole hospital with his loud cries.

My son is a carbon copy of me with his brown eyes, black hair and happy personality.

"Daddy put me down" my eyes find my son who is sitting on the kitchen counter.

"Why bud?"

He press his lips in a thin line folding his arms across his chest.

"I want icecream"

"You had enough for one day son"

His lips are still pressed together pulling forward and he gives me his best puppy eyes.

"Pleaseee Daddy"

"Your Mum will kill me"

"It will be our little secret"

Remi and I keep quite alot of little secrets between us. I let him have extra icecream, sometimes I let him sleep past his bed time, at other times I let him sleep without drinking milk.

What? Milk is yuck. I hated it as a kid so obviously I am helping him escape it whenever possible.

"You had one scoop Remi. One more scoop and your mother will find out"

His little face falls again and he turns his face away.

I stop whisking the batter I am making for baking cookies. Teal loves choco chip cookies so my son and I decided to bake for her.