its 1:30am, i cant sleep and i came up with poetry. read it, dont whatever you want to do. :))
And so i stare back at my reflection
There it was staring back at me
The big ugly thing
That wasn't me
What was me was the bubbly cheery
The one who had their shit together
The one who could fix everything In the matter of minutes
That wasn't me
Have i turned into menace
Something people cant stand to be around
So unenjoyable I hate myself
That wasn't me
Growth comes with time
Time comes from wisdom
Advice I give But never seak
I start to become meLearning comes from growth
Growth helps to heal
Maybe i neber heal
But i am learning Learning how to accept
Accept that i don't know me
Learning that I don't fully know me.
It's a crazy, unsteady, uneasy feeling
That part of me may fail
It's about progress
Not perfection
Perfection is the goal
Achieve on the first attempt
Or else you fail.
Fail. Fail. Fail
Big fat red blood letters
letters forming to make the dreadful word
Failure.
Reaching out is okay.
It is safe.
Safety is the upmost important aspect.
Letting those in is the hardest part.
The rest is up to me. you. anyone.
I believe in you.
You are stronger than you think
You can do anything whatever that may be.
Don't let this define you.
Learn to never settle for anything less then what's best you
We'll go through the flames together if that means you're safe.
Birds of a feather
Two peas in a pod
All these things, we are and so much more.
Some will understand you more than you do .
Others may not.
Keep those who do around for long times coming.
Know it's okay to not know who you are
