"can't i just stare at you a little longer" he asked watching her.
"no we won't make it in time" she pushed his shoulder giving him a kiss
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Y/N x Rodrick story
we got to the party i saw ben and chris rodrick's friends and waved them down "hey guys" i said "what's up" chris said "nun much" i said i was then pulled away by Rodrick he pointed at a red haired girl my stomach started doing twist "that's her" he said smiling "well go talk to her" i said.
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Daniella
"she's so pretty" i mumbled he didn't even hear it i walked away from him going inside the house trying to find Heather if she even came "Heather" i screeched "hi baby" she said "omg lets get a drink" she said interlocking our arms she passed me a red solo cup "non alcohol" she said i toke a sip tasting it "yeah sure" i said rolling my eyes "let's go dance" she yelled over the music i shock my head setting down the drink "where's Rodrick" she asked "where ever he wants to be" i said annoyed "girl wth" she said "what" i asked laughing she stoped me and pointed at Rodrick and Daniella my smile dropped and i left like i had the throw up.
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i got Heather to take me i loved heather she was the best girl friend i had i made my way inside i grabbed my phone having multiple text.
i didn't want to talk to Rodrick i wanted to cry and throw up how could he like her and not me i looked in the mirror her it was her i had picked at every insecurity i had from my stomach to my waist to my legs and my face (js so we're clear everyone is beautiful and unique just because your body is "different" from someone else doesn't make you imperfect it makes you you) why could i look like her.
Karmen walked in the room i had a pair of shorts on and a baggy t staring at my self in the full body mirror tears running down my face i tried to wipe them before she saw but it was to late "hey baby what's wrong" she said rushing over "Rodrick is dating this girl but i think i really liked him" i cried in her shoulder i bawled Rodrick was everything to me i knew him for a month but he was my bsf and i loved him more then one "oh honey" she said rubbing my back "why can't he like me the same way back" i cried harder "don't cry okay" she said.
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a few weeks past i wasn't talking to Rodrick he kept blowing up my phone but i couldn't talk to him summer was almost over and i couldn't bare another day of looking at him i scrolled on instagram seeing a few post from everyone i closed my eyes and laid on my bed why not me.
