Forbidden Love || wlw enemies to lovers

Surprise visitor

-Ava pov-

I can't believe that just happened. I think to myself, laying in my bed hours after the kiss. Why the hell did I do that? It's not like she likes me back. Hopefully she thinks I was just drunk. God, everything's fucked up.

It's the weekend anyway so I get to have a few days to process everything, I should probably sleep off the slightly tipsy feeling I still have.

-next day-

I woke up, in yesterday's clothes and have a shower, thinking about basically everything and all of my life choices. Once I felt fresh, I got out, still thinking about that stupid kiss. Well, not stupid, it might've been the best kiss I think I've ever had. But, how was I supposed to tell my boyfriend about this?

It's not like I particularly like him, I'm only with him for my family's approval, since they're very strict on who I date. I've been with him for around 7 months now, but I've never been happy. Ever since I saw Maya in that classroom I knew she was the one for me.

I've always thought about breaking up with Christopher for awhile, but I never did because of how mad my parents would be, I always thought, that whenever I moved out of my parents house I would leave. I don't see him alot because he doesn't go to my school, he's actually in a college, about an hour away from here, which has always given me space to breathe, but sometimes he visits, because of his "needs".

By needs, I mean sex, I'm not really bothered by it since it happens once a month, and it doesn't hurt anymore so I let it happen. I've always been sexually active, just not with men. He was my first man I've had sex with.

And I guess today is his visit day, because I heard knocking and when my parents opened it, they called out my name, I walked to the door to see him, smiling at me. I smile back, because, well he's my boyfriend and I give him a hug.

"I missed you." I lied, "I missed you too baby." He replies, i hate when he calls me that, it makes me feel subjected to him. "Come in." I say and he follows me inside, to the kitchen while my parents leave on some date for us to be alone. I hated when they did that because they know what's going on. Christopher is older than me by 4 years, making me 17 and him 21, weird, I know. But it didn't matter to him or my parents apparently. I'm turning 18 in a month, so I guess it isn't that bad.

"Do you want some food? Water maybe? I know how long the trip is from your place to here." I ask, receiving a slight shake of his head, right, he only wants to fuck me. "You know what I want, baby." He says, wrapping his hands around my waist, whispering in my ear. I hated when he did that, I basically hated everything he did at this point.

"Okay, let's go." I say, really not wanting to.

-30 mins later-

"Well, that was fun." Christopher says, a smile on his face while putting his clothes back on. I nod my head, before hearing a text come from my phone, Christopher picks it up, reading the notification in his head, I didn't really care until I heard his voice say, "Who the fuck is Maya?"

Oh fuck, what did she text? "Huh?" I ask, quickly turning around to look at him, watching him stare at my phone in disbelief, "I'm sure you know damn well." He says, anger filling his voice as he puts the phone down on my desk. Shit, did she ask about the kiss? I'm fucked if she did.

Christopher began walking over to me, sat next to me and got right up in my face, "I don't know what you mean!" I exclaim, praying he doesn't know, "Don't fucking lie to me you brat." He says, before striking my face with his hand, I hold it to numb the stinging pain. "Tell me what the fuck happened between you and her!" He yells, getting even closer and gripping my throat.