Jack
What do you even wear on a date, wait is this a date? Yeah it is. I think?
"James!" I yelled. He burst into my room. "What, whats wrong?" he asked frantically. "I have nothing to wear!" I whined. He looked around my room, I had put most of my clothes on my bed when i was trying to find something.
"Uh, are you sure about that?" He asked, looking at me like I was crazy. "Yes" I responded, like it was the most obvious thing in thw world. He sighed, "Where are you even going anyway?" He asked. "Just hanging out eith some friends" I mumbled, not meeting his eyes.
"Then why does it even matter, you know they don't care"
"It just does, okay?"
"Look, just wear what you normally wear, like a hodddie and maybe jeans or something"
"Ugh, fine"
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I have not felt this nevous in a while, why was I so nervous? Its not like this is a date, wait, is this a date!? No of course not why would it be, unless it is. Shit.
I walked to the cinema, where we were meeting. I thought about asking James but I knew he would ask to many questions. Miles wanted to see some new musical that just came out I think its called Wicked or something like that.
I did feel bad for ditching my friends to go on a date with Miles, but then again, would you rather go shopping with a bunch of hyperactive girls and pass up the oppertunity to go on a date with a hot guy?
When I arrived at the cinema, Miles was already there. "Hey" he said when I reached him. "Hey I responded awkwardly.
"How are you?" He asked.
"I've been good, what about you?"
"Yeah I'm good yeah"
We stood there for a few awkward seconds before I finally gained the courage to speek. "Do yoy wanna go in?" I asked gesturing to the building.
"Oh, yeah lets go"
We went in and got some popcorn and drinks. Turns out the movie was actually pretty good. Miles was really invested, who knew that a guy who loved rock music and played football would be absoulutly obessed with musicals?
I noticed half way through the movie that Miles seemed to get netvous, he was picking at his nails and shuffling around a lot. I desperatly wanted to reach out and grab his hand but I stopped myself just in time.
"Hey, I'm going to go to the bathroom" Miles whispered, standing up out of his seat.
"Okay" I whispered back.
I sat there contemplating life until he came back, the movie finished a little while later. We went out to his car and decide to go to McDonalds to get some food. The car ride was very awkward, I suck at talking to people.
"So, how's school going" He asked.
I just shrugged, "It's fine kinda sucks"
He smiled, "Yeah it does, I have a game next friday if you want to come"
"A game, like a football game?!" I said shocked that he would ask me, the guy who hates sport to go to his game.
"Yeah, of course, you can wear my jersey"
" I think James would have a fit if he saw me in your jersery"
"He probley would" he said laughing.
He said we would drop me home, the car ride back was less awkward we actaully talked this time.
"Hey" I said when I was getting out of the car, "I'll be at the game on Friday"
A/N
I apologize for my absence I have no excuse. The last month went by so quickly, I thought it was still november. I'm sorry this chapter is so short I'm terrible at writing date scenes.
I love David Bowie so much so just had to add one of his songs to a chapter (You will probley see a lot of his songs through out this book).
I will try to udate more consistently but I apologize in advance if I forget again.
Let me know your thought on this chapter!
-Loz
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RomanceJack is 16 years old and has been struggling with anxiety and depression pretty much his whole life, he thinks that things will never get better until he meets 17 year old Miles Lewis, will things change for the better or for worse?