A change of my heart

The older ones decision.

"First change stupid boy into cute boy."

I said teasingly as I walked away. He was already a 'cute boy' in my head, but messing with him was very fun. When I looked back I saw him crouching down which was adorable, sad that I to leave him alone. If I could I would keep him all to myself all day and night in my arms.

Even tho I enjoyed our 'date' very much now I'm worried. After Rain cried into my arms he ignored and avoided me like the plague.

But when I went home my mind started to spiral, it was my fault that he even got sad and did bad on a project. I sit there on my bed stressed as I finally come to a decision. A decision that makes my heart break.

The next day rain comes over to study again but this time he was wearing comfy pajamas. He looked so cute I just want to hug and squeeze him tight but I keep calm. I sit down next to him handing him a hot cup of cup ramen. As he eats my eyes drifts to his lips...so damn soft and pink, especially those bottom lips. Reminds me of the time we kissed, it was aggressive and hot. Those bottom lips felt so good, so good that it has carved into my brain. I want nothing more then to kiss them, bite them, suck them and bruise them again. Before I knew my hands grabbed his chin gently as I slowly turned his face towards me, I leaned in closing my eyes as I pressed my lips against his. I stayed like that savoring the moment before pulling away, out nose touching. I open my eyes a little seeing his eyes were still closed. With half lidded eyes filled with passion and desire which he can't see I speak with a calm and quiet voice "...Rain." "Yes..." He respond immediately, his eyes still closed. His soft voice sends a shiver down my face. I again speak.
"Rain"
"Hmm"
"Don't come and see me ever again."
"Huh!?"
I looked at his face, I wanted to pull him into a hug, kiss him deep and tell him that I was just messing with him. But oh boy I wish I was. Even tho my heart was ripping apart I maintained my cold face.
"Why? No please, am I bothering you? I'm so sorry if I'm but please don't say that I promise I will behave and I will do better. Please P'Payu!" As he begged my heart was being squished. "No Rain. Never come back ever again. I don't wanna see you ever again." I said as I stormed out of the room. I couldn't stay there any longer, if I did then I would have broke down and hugged him, apologizing as I told him not to leave. But I had no choice. It was for his better future. He has to focus on his studies. He can't waste his time on me.

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HAIII yalll!!! Wrote this instead of studying for my history test tomorrow slayyyy!! (Pray for me y'all) But anyways I hope you guys liked this chapter! Vote if you like the story and don't forget to share your opinions and critiques in the comments because they will be valued and taken to consideration! That's all for now Baiiiiiii!!!!!