A change of my heart

Determination.

"RAIN!" I flinch out of my thoughts "Yeah, why are you yelling?" I groaned "Because you were spaced out for like one hour...you look sad. What happened?" Sky asked "Nothing..." I lied. Sky just looked at me and sighed before sitting down next to me to study. I knew he didn't believe it but I also know that he didn't want to pressure me. I just don't want to worry Sky...but I also am confused myself...I know...well I think I don't have feelings for P'Payu but...why do I feel strange? Is it because I can't continue on my plane or is it something more deep... I shake my head to get the dumb thoughts out. Shit. I need to focus I'm only trying to make him fall for me so I can then leave him...so his best friend...Prapai shit can experience what Sky experienced.

Class ended and I was determined to find a loop hole. I didn't give up. I kept and kept on showing up to his garage but he kept ignoring me giving me the cold shoulder. I can feel my heart clench and shatter...but why? I feel empty and...this strange pain in my chest. Whatever. I just need to...get this over with.
This day was different since I just pulled a chair and started working right outside his garage.
As I was working his workers came to me panicking for my well-being and also about P'Payus reaction but I didn't move an inch. I just kept on working on my laptop in the corner on that chair.

Suddenly P'Payu came looking handsome as ever- what no no stop..."Rain what are you doing here?" He asks, he looked pissed but ho-...stop Rain control. "I'm working" I say casually "I told you not to come anymore. I don't want to see you." He said. Even tho it hurt to hear the words I didn't let it show "I'm not disturbing you, see I'm in this little corner working! I'm not even taking up space!" Is say picking my legs up on the chair smiling. He just stares at me before walking away...more like storming away. I giggled a little, he was acting like a little kid throwing a tantrum.

I kept working and it got more windy but I didn't stop until his worker, P'Aon came to me "Hey, Mr. Saifa said that you can sit inside! Hurry before sir Payu finds out!" He said in a hush voice "huh? But P'Payu told me to wait here.." "shh shhh- the weather is getting worse and you will get sick if you stay outside.....between you and me alright, someone is using his twin for cover...now hurry and get inside." He said making me smile. He cares. I take my stuff and hurry in but not before trying to get a glimpse of P'Payu.

"Ay Payu, what are you doing?" Saifa says "What?" I ask raising my eyebrow "Rainy boy. Don't be too hard on him or he might run away." Saifa says making me laugh "Do you think he is the type of person to run away? Listen, I believe in him. I believe that he won't run away, ever. He is a fighter not a runner. He is different then the others." I say smiling as I thought about him. It breaks my hurt to shoo him away but it's what's right for him. If he can't manage time and me then it's not his time for it. He needs to learn to balance it first...and I believe he will do it very soon.

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Omg haiii sorry it took a long time to write this chapter, I have a lot of class tests going on at school so I had to study alot which gave me no time to write but here is the chapter, hope y'all enjoyed it! Vote if you liked the story and comment your suggestions! See ya guys in the next episode!!!! Love yaaaa!!!!