My First love (Kevin Woo Fanfic)

Chapter 34: Drunk Kevin

Arely's POV

"ARELY~~~!!!"

He throws himself on me I struggle to keep him on his feet. I'm so shocked I don't know what to say. His cheeks were red and he had on goofy smile. He touched my cheek and laughed.

"Arely, my girl Arely. Ooohhhhhh my baby Arely." He said in a cute voice

I couldn't move. I was completely shocked. I've only herd stories of how he acts when he gets drunk I've never seen it. Hoon always told me Kevins aegyo would explode when he got drunk and now i got to see it first hand. I normal would smack anyone i knew if they were this drunk but i couldn't bring myself to do that to him. I dragged him towards the living room and laid him on the couch. i was going to go get him a cup of water but he grabbed my hand and pulled me back down.

"Arely i miss you." he said still acting cute

I didn't want to say I missed him so i stayed quiet. but he looked at me with his puppy eyes and a pout on his lips. hes trying to pull something out of me but i refused to say anything. I pull my hand away and go get that cup of water i had originally planned. when i finally have it i turn to go towards the living room but Kevin is standing there blocking my way. This guy he wasn't able to walk from the door to the living room but now was able to walk from the living room to the kitchen perfectly fine.

"Kevin." i say softly

"Why?"he asked in a serious tone

why what?i didn't say anything and waited for him to maybe finish his sentence. but he just stood there staring at me waiting for an answer. but i wasn't sure what he was asking so i stayed quiet.

"Why don't you love me? Why did we have to break up? Why?"

i wont tell him why. i don't want to trouble him with my reason. But maybe talking about why with Kevin will help me get over him. I'm about to say something when he stops me .

"Do you like someone else?" his voice cracked

i sigh, "Come on Kevin lets go sit down."

i slid right past him and walked towards the living room. but once again i can't go when i feel a tug on my arm. Kevin was holding onto my wist. i try to pull my arm away but his grip tightened.

"Who?" his tone surprised me

It also sacred me a bit. I've never seen Kevin with this look or with this serious tone of voice. i looked away. i have to call someone. i grab my phone and open my conversation with Eli. i had barely finished typing in if he could come get him when my phone was snatched out of my hands. Kevin scoffed when he saw the message.

"Is it Eli?" he asked

I don't even know what to say now. He thinks I'm dating Eli! He thinks I'm dating his best friend! how could i possibly do that! i yank my arm away and grab my phone i quickly hit the send button.

"I think you should leave." i say as i walk towards the door

"No! i came to talk! Now answer me are you dating Eli?!" his voice started to become louder

"We aren't dating what do you care?"

his face expression completely changed when i said that. he was angry his eyes looked like he was ready to kill but it changed when he had processed what i said he looked hurt. but he wasn't the only one that was hurt does he really not think I'm not hurting.

"Please leave." i say again

"No! Look I know you don't love me as much as I love you." he held back his tears, "I was so happy when you told me you liked me back but i knew you didn't. You where just going with the flow and that hurt but i love you so much i want to have you, i need to have you by my side. I love you so much i picture us getting married and starting a family when you broke up with me you said you were the only one in pain, well you were wrong. I could never stop worrying or thinking about you." he wiped away his tears

"I was scared you'd meet another guy. I was so scared that i would lose you. We haven't been on a real date in forever. the dinning room isn't a restaurant, the living room isn't a theater and us running around here doesn't make it a amusement park date. Arely i love you and i cant let you go. I'm sorry I'm a singer. There are times when i wish i wasn't an idol . I wish i was a regular university student with you. i wish we could go out on a date like normal people. i have been thinking if i should quit U-Kiss."

"If you quit ill hate you forever. Ill never love you." i say in a threatening tone

This is the exact reason why i broke-up with him. The times when id think about how our lives would be if he wasn't a idol made me hate myself. Because this is his dream this is what he worked so hard for and I'm here wishing he wasn't. i never had thought he'd even think about it. It makes me feel a 100 times worst. Hes questioning his career for me. I would never let him do that for me.

"Why? I want to do this for you. for us. For our future." his lip quivered

"If you do it, if you really quit we wont have a future" i say fighting my tears and making sure my voice didn't waver

"But I want to do this for you. I'm fine giving this up as long as I have you."

I sigh and open the door. I hate this acting like I despise him. Its hurts.

"Look I don't love you!" That;s a lie "I don't want to be with you." I do want to be with you "I don't care what you do just leave me out of it." Please don't leave U-Kiss

"Kevin." A voice said

We both look out the door and see its Eli. It was written over his face that he herd what I said and felt bad for Kevin. He grabbed Kevin and walked him out and left. I kept cursing at myself when they left because I felt bad. I felt horrible.

"You didn't have to say it that way."

I look up and see it's Eli.