No Ones POV
"You didn't have to say it that way."
Arely looks up and see it's Eli.
"I had to."
"There are different ways of saying it. In a nicer way."
"I have been nice! But he's still trying to get us back together. We can't be together. We can't." the last part came out as a whisper as the tears she had been holding back came pouring out
"What did he say?"
"He wants to leave U-Kiss."
"What?" Eli can't seem to believe it
"He said he wants to do it for our future."
"And what did you tell him?"
"I said if he leaves we won't have a future."
"I'm sorry you have to do this." Eli said patting me back, "I know you really do love him. But it seems the world is against you guys."
I laugh, "I know the world sucks."
"Isn't it better to be with him and feel lonely than being lonely and not with him?"
"I don't even know. It was very painful being with him but those days when he'd have a half day off we're amazing. Those days seemed magical. But now that we aren't together it's painful. No magical days just painful."
"Isn't having a magical day once a month better than no magical days at all?" Eli seemed to know what he was talking about as if it was from experience.
"Yeah it's better but when he'd cancel plans with me and I always have this thought or this wish that what if he wasn't an idol. I hate myself for thinking that he loves what he does and I can't be thinking that was as his girlfriend."
"I think being together is way better. Our promotions are about to end we are going to get a entire month off. That month could be filled with magical days."
"But those magical days will be over and then months full of painful days."
"But you still get some! I don't get you."
"You'll just have to wait till you fall in love. It's because I love him why I'm not with him."
Kevin's POV
"Kevin." Hoon whispered
I herd it all. I herd their entire conversation. She does love me. But it's why she loves me why she isn't with me. I can't leave U-Kiss. She's doing all this so I never leave U-Kiss. I follow Hoon out and into our van. when Eli comes we leave it took about two seconds to drive off and in those two seconds I look up at Arely's window and see her looking at our van with a small smile. This world does suck.
I'll find a way for us to be together. She's the only one I love.
3 Months Later
Our promotions finally stopped. Our tour in Japan finally finished and it was now break time. We had been promised one month off but now we got 2 months. I was happy very excited. I go to Arely's place but it seems since our last comeback we've become very popular. Like if I go out not covered up I'll be swarmed with fans. So I had to take precautions. I had to put on a long black coat, beige jeans, a face mask and a beanie.
When I'm standing in front of her apartment I start getting nervous. Breathe Kevin breath. You got this. I keep mentally encouraging myself. I ring we door bell and in a matter of seconds she opens the door.
"Hey!" she jumps back in surprise when she sees it's me
She was expecting someone else. Who? Was it a man?
"What do you want?" she said with an attitude
If she would have talked to me like this 3 months ago I would have cried. But I know why she's doing this. So this makes me smile.
"Hi" I say kindly
She sighs
"You know I agree with you."
She raises her eyebrow because she doesn't know what I'm talking about.
"This world does suck." I stair at her waiting for her reaction
She starred at me with one eyebrow up completely confused. But then both eyebrows shot up and her mouth gawked open. She knows where I herd that from. I take a few steps towards her and place my hands on her hip.
"Stop." She says weakly
She says stop but she doesn't move away from me. I chuckle.
"I love you." I say
"Stop."
"You're right being in U-Kiss is my dream it is something I worked very hard to achieve and it is the reason I came to Korea but also a future with you is my dream. I can't imagine my life without you. I refuse to see a future without you in it. I'll make sure we have time to see each other for a day every week. Okay?"
She shakes her head, "no you don't have to do that."
"I want to."
"I mean I'm okay with not seeing each other in person every week. I understand that you are an idol and I can't always see you but you better video call me!"
I smile and nod like a idiot and hug her.
"I love you." I say again
"I love you too."
Then I start being shaken.
"Kevin wake up." Soohyun said
When I fully wake up I'm so sad. Depressed even. It was all just a dream. Just a dream.
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HAHA!!!!!!! it was all too good to be true!!!! MUHAHAHAHA I love being evil hhehehe
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My First love (Kevin Woo Fanfic)
Fanfiction(A birthday present for my unnie arely) Kevin Woo might have finally found his ideal girl, but can he get her to notice him?? but little does he know Arely likes him as well. will they confess or will they forever hold their feelings and forever kee...
