Kevin's POV
So it was all a dream. Her taking me back. That wasn't real, but fortunately her saying she still Ioves me was real. I had to ask Eli just to make sure that was real. We did just start our break but I'm not sure if I should go just yet. After that I spent the entire day debating if I should go but it was 10pm by the time I had finally decided what to do. It's late but hey she's probably awake. I grab enough clothes to cover up and leave running.
When I finally make it to her house I'm relieved to hear the TV playing. I ring the door bell and wait.
"yes?"
"hi Arelys." I smile at her
"hi."she says
"look Arely I know you are tired of hearing this but I love you. I don't care if the whole world turns on us I will still keep loving you. I will love you till the day I die. No, actually I will love you in our afterlife. I will always love you. Only you. Only you forever. Will you love me forever too?"
"are you proposing?" she asked
"I'll save that for later." I smirk at her
"you're crazy." scoffed
"crazy for you."
She blushes, "you're crazy."
"stop thinking about other things and just think: do you love me? Do you want to be with me?"
"look Kevin I'm going to tell you why we can't be together. You are an idol I don't want to think about what if you weren't. Or I don't want you to have to choose between me or U-Kiss. I really don't want that. It's because I love you why I broke up with you."
"I promise I won't think about it again. I want both of you. I'll work hard so I can have both of you."
"Kevin, look its impossible." she says
I shake my head, "No its not."
"Kevin please stop this. Let's both just move on with our lives."
"I love you." i move closer to her.
"no." she takes a few steps back
"I love you Arely." I, again take a few steps towards her
She didn't move this time but this time she did avoid eye contact.
"I hate you."
"I love you too." i say smiling
"Its getting hard to believe you do love me when all you do is throw that word around." she says completely serious
"The only people i say this to is you, my parents, the members and our fans. In that order." i give her a goofy smile
"you're so dumb" she laughed
"Will you take me back? Will you be mine again?"
I reach for her hand slowly to give her time to pull away but she didn't. So i held her hand. I missed holding her hand. Her soft small hand.
I lift her head to look at me. She doesn't stop me and looks at me.
"I miss you." I said softly
She says nothing.
"I miss your cute laugh. Your giggle."
She looks away from me, embarrassed.
"I miss holding you in my arms."
This time she smiles and pushes her hair back.
"I miss kissing you." I say as I trace her lips with my thumb
Now she looks at me very seriously.
"Can you really do it? Can I do this again?"
I know I can but what does she mean can she?
"What do you mean by that?" I ask
She back away and this time pushes her hair back frustratingly.
"Can I do this again? Can I keep on hiding our relationship from my friends at school? Can I continue to feel lonely? Can I do that all over again? Am I ready for that?"
"I kind of understand. I also had to hide it. And it honestly sucked. I wanted to talk about you 24/7. I wanted to brag about you. To everyone! But I couldn't. I had to hide you. So lets not hide it anymore."
"We can't." is all she said
But why? Why can't we? Eli came out that he was married and nothing really happened. That could be us too!
"Yes we can. Nothing bad will happen. Lets do this. Please. I won't let anyone hurt you."
Yes. I am being selfish. I want her to be with my forever and I also want to sing. I want both. I will fight to keep both. I am being selfish.
"I'm scared."
I felt bad. I felt bad that she bad to go through all that. I close the door behind me and hug her so tightly.
"I'm sorry." and I kept repeating that.
She started to cry and that was when she hugged me back. I held her tighter and kept saying that I am sorry.
She cupped my face and just looked at me for a moment. She smiled at me then pulled me down. She kissed me. A small kiss then she pulled away.
"Okay. Lets so this."
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Its 4am... I am not sleepy at all.
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My First love (Kevin Woo Fanfic)
Fanfiction(A birthday present for my unnie arely) Kevin Woo might have finally found his ideal girl, but can he get her to notice him?? but little does he know Arely likes him as well. will they confess or will they forever hold their feelings and forever kee...
