**hey so this chapter is gunna be written a bit different so yeah um yeah.. enjoy!!**
Kevin's POV
okay I know I'm not being paranoid, but every time Arely passes by us Xander watches her. His eyes never leave her. it's almost as if his eyes were glued to her. he also looks at her differently. Its a bit similar to the way i look at Arely. Is something going on between them? nah it wouldn't because Xander knows I like her. he wouldn't do that. Because xander is one of my best friends. yeah friends don't steal your girl. i should just like totally forget about this.
It's been about five months since Arely came to this school. and within those five months I have made no progress with her. Ugh i hate this! whenever Arely pops up in my head xander immediately takes over. okay whatever i guess lets go back to xander: whenever i talk to xander he seems distant. he seems to talk to everyone else perfectly fine, but as soon as i talk to him all he has to say is small talk. did i maybe do something to anger him? i should ask him. maybe he is mad and i should apologize to him. because hes my best friend and i want it to stick that way.
i ran out the class and toward xanders locker. when i see xander i start running faster. but he happened to turn my way and when he saw me he automatically began to walk the other way, trying to avoid me.
"xander!" he stops as i called out to him.
"yes, Kevin." He says a bit annoyed
"why are you ignoring me?" I ask desperately
"I'm not ignoring you." He sighs
"okay then. why are you acting weird around me?"
"no i haven't." He said obviously lying
"did i do something to upset you? cuz if i did I'm sorry."
"no its nothing it just um... since I'm friends with arely i find it hard to keep the secret from her." He explained
"secret?" Okay I'm a bit confused now
"about you liking her. so i though if i don't see you I'll forget about it."
"Oh really? if that's it just forget it. I don't like her. she's just a friend." ah I can't believe I said that. but I don't want this to continue with Xander and me.
"Really?" He said a bit to happily
"Yeah so don't feel uncomfortable." I assure him
"okay. thanks Kevin." He says now perfectly normal
Yes! we are fine now. but i have this feeling that something else is still wrong. Like he's hiding something. oh well maybe later he'll be comfortable with me again and tell me all about it. But right now I'm glad me and Xander are okay now. hehe yay =^•^=
Xander's POV
Okay I know I'm in class. and I know I should be paying attention and taking notes but my mind is just completely out of it. I keep thinking about Arely and Kevin. so Arely told me she doesn't like Kevin anymore. but she also said she doesn't want a boyfriend. and Kevin said he doesn't like her. that she's more of a friend than anything. so they don't like each other then. sooo I have a shot. sooo now I have to man up and confess.
but should I really do this? she did like Kevin not so long ago. and Kevin said he doesn't. but he kinda still look at her with those loving eyes. but isn't that how he looks at everyone? No it seems a bit different.
Ah this is too much! my head hurts. I should just clear my mind right now. yeah I'll just take a nap.
~~Fast Forward~~
**Ring Ring**
Ah lunch finally! Now I can hang out with Kevin like I usually do. Oh and I also have to finish reading the book for my English class. Thank god I'm amazing with English! i don't want to be like everyone else and stuck on it. Well then lets do that now. I open the book and began to read.
"Xander oppa." some girl said as she tapped my shoulder
I look up and see Arely, "oh hey."
"are you going to eat lunch?" she asks
"oh yeah sure. You wanna go?" I say very happily
"okay oppa." she says jumpily
why is she so happy? she suddenly became happy when i said i was going with her. but why? does she maybe...maybe she... maybe she likes me. my checks automatically flushed red. ah no xander! pull it together.
we began to walk, side by side. i open my mouth about to talk when all that pops up in my mind is 'i like you.'. i shut my mouth before i could say anything stupid. but somehow it doesn't sound so stupid. maybe i should. Kevin did say he doesn't like her. and she doesn't like Kevin. AND! she seemed pretty happy to be with me at the amusement and right now. maybe i should. i should be the one to take the step forward.
"hey arely." i say barely audible
"yeah?"
"come."
i quickly grab her hand and lead her away. my heart is beating so fast. but i need to do this. i need to take a chance. okay xander fighting!! oh i don't know how to say it. it seems a bit lame if i just say 'i like you'. and 'i love you' it might scare her away. i don't wanna scare her away. i want her to maybe confess she likes me too and then we could start being a cute lovey dovey couple! okay i need to say it. but i need to find a place where it could be just the two of us. ah finally. okay now fighting xander!!
"so arely i have something to tell you. or say. or ask you. no say to you.. yeah! i have something to say to you." i say feeling my cheeks get hotter and hotter by the second.
"oppa are you okay?" she ask a bit worried
"Yeah its just um i kinda um yeah." ah I'm so embarrassed i cant even talk straight
"what is it?"
"i like you!" i say quickly
"huh."
"i like you. i really really do like you." i say unable to look at her.
"what? How? Why?"
"because you are perfect. you always bring a smile to my face and i like being with you. You're funny and you are so sweet and you are very very beautiful." I say
"I'm-I'm none of that."
"You are. I know I'm horrible I know you like Kevin and yet I did this and I'm sorry. But that day at the amusement park just made me realize. look i didn't plan to fall in love with you, it just happened."
I look down at the floor a bit too embarrassed to look at her in the eye. this was a bit weird I mean I just confessed to a girl! But she isn't saying anything. why isn't she talking! okay I have to look up now. I slowly began to look up to her. my mouth drops open as I look at her facial expression. Her checks are flushed and her eyes avoiding me.
"You can tell me your answer later." I say as I walk away
Kevin's POV
~~20 minutes earlier~~
ah maybe today me and arely could hang out. i feel bad for lying to xander. but i didn't want him avoiding me to continue. so i had to! i technically didn't have a choice! i still like arely but i don't want to lose my friendship with xander. ugh so much stuff is going on. whatever i should find arely before Kris gets to her.
ah found her! ...with xander. they really are close. but they seem a bit too close. i mean they kinda are being a bit too close. but this time there is something different with them. xander seems a bit anxious. why? without thinking my body began to walk behind them.
what am i doing?!?!? i should stop following them! but my body is doing this on it own. yah Kevin stop! if they see you they'll think you're a creeper! But I couldn't help but follow.
I hear them talk but I can't understand what they say. I slowly peek at them to see Xander grab her hand and lead her away. He was practically running. I began to chase after them. Why did he pull her away in such a hurry? Where were they going? Ah I can't think right now I have to keep up with them but discreetly.
As I turn the corner I don't see them. They couldn't have gone far. I quickly look right, look left. And nothing. Maybe if I check both sides for sure I'll find them. I run to the left corridor but it's a dead end. Okay so now I'm closer to finding them. Now I run to the right side. One way leads to the main office and the other to the arts building. My chances are better with the arts building.
As I got closer to the arts building I herd someone talking. Is it them? Finally I'm reaching the end of the hall. I hear Xander's voice and I automatically hid. Okay now I need I get closer. I began to crawl but what Xander said next made me freeze...
" i didn't plan to fall in love with you, it just happened."
Wait. What? He likes Arely? Why? He knows I like her. I told him I liked her. And he said he would help me. Wait was that date he had was it with her? If it was I said they made a perfect couple. I feel hurt. I can't believe Xander would ever betray me.
But how could he do this? He's my best friend. I can't do this now. I can't think about this. I need to leave before they see me. I don't want to hear her say she loves him. I refuse to hear anything else between them.
I run out the school gates, ignoring the teachers yelling. I can't possibly stay and see Xander and Arely hand in hand. My best friend and the girl I love together. No I refuse to see it and to think it. I need to get far away from everyone now. I want to be alone.
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My First love (Kevin Woo Fanfic)
Fanfiction(A birthday present for my unnie arely) Kevin Woo might have finally found his ideal girl, but can he get her to notice him?? but little does he know Arely likes him as well. will they confess or will they forever hold their feelings and forever kee...
