Enthral - To capture someone's complete attention.
JAKES POV
I practically ran out of that house and I didn't stop running until I got to that place. It was a bench with beautiful lights lit up around it and a clear over-head view of the stars.
It was where Cam asked me to be his boyfriend.
Cameron was sat on the bench, a blunt in his mouth and a lighter at hand.
I came and sat next to him.
Jake : hi..
Cameron : Hey...
He passed it to me.
Cameron : I'm sorry for calling you.
Jake : Don't be. We needed this conversation.
Cameron : I know.
Jake : What happened to us huh?
I passed it back.
Cameron : Life.
Jake : No Cam, that wasn't life.
Cameron : Love then.
Jake : Even after all the bad, all we had was love. That's a feeling nobody else is ever going to understand. I'm sorry for everything I did.
Cameron : I'm sorry too. You didn't deserve any of that.
Jake : You know, after that phone call-
Cameron : don't...
Jake : I have to. After that phone call, I felt like my life wasn't worth living. You took a part of me that I'm never going to get back and that's okay.
Cameron : I never stopped loving you. I don't think I can.
Jake : That's because we never fell out of love, we just hated ourselves enough to take it out on each other and that's why we didn't work.
Cameron : Over a year later and your words still pull on my heartstrings.
Jake : Lexy would kill me if she found out I was here... with you. But she doesn't understand that we were supposed to be together. It was just the drugs that stopped us. We could've lived a happily ever after.
Cameron : That would've been nice, but there's no point in "what if's".
Jake : You know, I've felt loved by many people, but you are the only person who has made me feel truly understood.
Cameron : That's why we love each other.
We had finished smoking it and we both got up.
Jake : So I guess this is goodbye.
Cameron : Unless... goodbye starts tomorrow and we have one last night together.
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I heard a groan coming from beside me, my eyes closed and my body feeling like it's sinking.
Cameron : You awake beautiful?
Jake : mhm.
Cameron : You look so cute.
I smiled lightly.
Cameron pulled me into him, holding me close to his chest.
Cameron : our dicks are touching.
Jake : Why are we naked again?
Cameron : don't act like you don't remember.
I laughed softly to myself, my eyes still closed.
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