my best friend's sister | b.e.

f i v e

- B I L L I E -

Something I'll never admit to Kairi is why my relationship with Q ended.

Well.. one of the reasons.

For the longest time, I thought Kairi had a crush on Finneas and the only reason that made me mad because I had a crush on her.

I don't know what was wrong with me.

But the reason Q started getting upset with me during the end of our relationship was because he knew I liked Kairi.

Why did I like her? I have no idea. I hated her the whole time I knew her, so what was the reason?

But she never felt the same and the second I found out about Q and about my ex girlfriend, those feelings were gone.

Kai seemed to only want the people I wanted, and I hated it more than anything.

And that's why I'll never feel anything but hatred for her. Kai is the type of person that I'll never be able to stand. When she tries to fix things, she only makes it worse, and her apologizes suck even more than what she's apologizing for.

I hate her more than anything and I always will.

"Billie, can you grab the door?" Finneas asks. "Mhm." I nod and get up.

I walk to the front door and open it to stand face to face with Kairi.

"You're here again?" I scoff. The smile on her face fades and some part of me starts to feel... bad?

"Sorry. I was just here to help Claudia." She mumbles quietly. "Um, come in." I mutter.

She walks inside and walks past me, heading up the stairs.

I furrow my eyebrows and walk back into the living room. "What's up with Kairi?" I ask Finneas. "Like, why is she here?"

"You know that premiere me and Claudia are going to?" Finneas says. "Yeah, why?" I question. "She wanted her advice for what she should wear. You know how Kai is with fashion and stuff." He chuckles.

"Ugly? Yeah."

He stops laughing and rolls his eyes. "Not funny. You know how insecure Kai is."

"I'm talking about her fashion taste. I think Kairi's beautiful." I admit quietly. "And.. she actually dresses good or whatever."

"Since when are you nice about Kai?" Finneas furrows his eyebrows. "Don't you hate her?"

"Obviously I do." I roll my eyes. "She's the worst person I know. Doesn't mean I can't find her pretty."

"You like her, don't you?" He smirks. "What? No!" I shake my head. "I can find her pretty and still hate her."

"No you can't." Finneas replies. "You like her, huh?"

"I don't like Kairi, Finneas! I never will." I reply, groaning out of frustration. "Damn, okay." He puts his hands up in defense. "I was just joking around."

"Finneas, you know how I feel about her. She ruined everything for me." I sigh. "I know, Bil, but she means well. You know that, don't you?" He asks.

"Yeah.. it's just that I-"

Claudia and Kairi walk into the room and they both give each other a confused look. "What's going on?" Kai asks.

"Nothing." I answer. "Fuck off."

"Jesus, sorry." Her eyes widen. "I'll see you tomorrow, Clauds." Kai says, hugging Claudia.

She comes over to Finneas and hugs him as well. "See you."

"Later, Kai." Finneas smiles and waves to her.

Kairi walks out the door and I get up and watch her walk into her car. I watch as she hits her head on her steering wheel and groans, making me laugh.

I love that I can get her worked up like this.

"What are you laughing at?" Claudia asks. "Kairi." I answer. "Why?" Finneas questions.

"She got a little mad, let's just say." I smirk.

They look confused still and I sigh. "She hit her head on the steering wheel and groaned." I explain.

Finneas and Claudia give each other a look. "What?" I ask. "You two are so immature." Claudia rolls her eyes. "It's her that's immature, not me!" I reply. "You're the one making her upset. That's a little immature." She tells me.

"But she deserves it!" I huff. "Just like she deserves you ripping on her constantly?" Finneas asks.

"She's gotten in the way of two of my relationships! She always ruins everything for me, yet you guys always take her side. I'm so sick of it." I say. "I'm leaving."

"Billie, don't be like that." Finneas sighs as I grab my stuff. "No, all y'all care about is Kairi's feelings and never mine. I'm sick of it." I reply. "It's fucking tiring."

I get my keys and walk out the door. I get in my car and start driving back to my house.

I'm so tired of them never taking my side. It's so annoying.

- K A I -

I get to Naomi's house and knock on the door. She opens it and smiles. "Hi, Kai."

"Hi, baby." I grin and hug her. "I missed you."

"I missed you too, darling." She says, pulling me inside. "How have you been?"

We walk upstairs and go into her room and I sigh. "What's up, baby? You seem tense." Naomi frowns. "Billie." I answer.

She rubs my back as I lay on her chest and sighs. "Again?"

"She's making me so upset." I reply. "I'm just so tired of her treating me like I mean absolutely nothing."

"Don't focus on Billie, my love. She's not worth your time." She tells me. "Focus on this." Naomi says before kissing me.

I can definitely focus on this.

── .✦

Me and Naomi lay on our backs, facing the ceiling as we try to catch our breath. She turns to me, her eyes full of love and desire. "You did so good." Naomi smiles. "Thanks, baby. So did you." I grin.

I pull her in close to me and she lays her head on my chest.

Billie isn't even a thought in my mind anymore. I mean, I know I'm thinking of her now, but it's not bothering me.

With Naomi, I don't need to worry about anything. She makes my life 100x better.

She makes me so happy.