I.) For today,
...which is, I guess, all I can manage;
Identify three (3) things I need to prosper in my environment; &
Commit to putting them into practice,
so that I can thrive. The goal
is to be Alive.
1. I need to feel Safe in Being Seen.
Right now I fear my own reflection because
when people Look at me,
they see a Target.
I don't want them to see anything!
They all said, she saw,
Nothing.
(I have been anchored to that abuse since I was eleven years old.
It was well within a therapist's room.
She saw nothing. That's what she told me.)
So I see Nothing, too.
It's funny, how it's always,
always,
...nothing new.
II). BUT; first, Agape, we FEAST -
I need to feel that life is worth the Suffering
that comes attached. But it is attached to
Joy!
To feel, is to love, and to hurt.
2.) I need to feel something Good, every day,
to remind myself that the Pain has a Purpose.
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