J A C K I E💘
It's been a few days since Cameron's doctor appointment. She's been acting weird ever since, I asked her if everything wa sokay and she told me yes.
I figured she had no reason to lie to me so I bought it, at first, but now I'm selling it back.
I sat in the bed while she slept. I don't know where she put the papers. The crazy thing is it's 3:27 in the PMs and she's sleeping, she really doesn't take naps.
Got out of the bed slowly and started looking through the dresser drawers for the papers. I didn't find them.
"What are you looking for baby?" She asked in her sexy raspy voice.
"My social security card." I said thinking of a quick lie.
She got up and stretched and grabbed her phone. She told me she would be back and that she had missed an important phone call undoubtedly.
C A M E R O N🖤
I was up late last night trying to figure out how I'm gone tell my mother, whole time I thought she'd be leaving me first but I might leave her.
Knowing she's already sickly I dint want this to weigh her down anymore. So I want to ease into it but I plan on flying her down here Friday.
I got out to the balcony and called my brother back. He answered in the second ring.
"wassup, I was sleep." I said cracking my back.
"birthgiver back in the hospital." He said. He sounded tired and drained.
"f*ck, i was just down there and she was f*cking fine. What happened"? I asked throwing my head back.
"stroke. Then they a**es took forever to get here and pick her up. This the 4th stroke this year she done had." He said getting a little emotional. And my brother didn't cry so I know this tolling him.
"so where is she now? What are they doing with her?" I asked him. I felt my eyes get watery. I hate crying.
"icu, again. The doctor told me there's not much they can do this time. Cause regardless it's not gonna be good." He said.
"so she's gone die?" I asked taking a deep breath.
"sum like that." He said exhaling.
"she not even breathing in her own." He said.
"I'm gone be down there tomorrow morning." I said just hanging up the phone. I wiped the tears even though they kept falling.
I heard the slide door open making me sniff and get my posture right. I don't want nobody to see me cry.
"baby you okay? You been out here for a minute?" I heard Jackie ask me.
"yep. I good". I said wiping my palms down by shorts. She could tell something was wrong because she stopped me on my way by.
"baby you can talk to me. What's up?" She asked me as I looked down at her.
"I got to go back to f*cking Arizona tomorrow early." I said as we walked slowly to the bed.
"why what's wrong baby?" She asked sitting in my lap. I could tell she was genuinely concerned.
"mom back in the hospital. She had another stroke. She in icu and the doctor screaming there ain't nothing he can do.
but ain't that what the f*ck he get paid to do. He supposed to do something." I said feeling myself getting heated and overstimulated.
"okay baby take a deep death. Tell me everything." She said stroking my hair.
"my mom is dying. She's on a ventilator cause she can't breathe on her own. She had a stroke and the people not trying to help her." I said weakly. One thing I'm not gone do is let myself cry in front of Jackie.
"okay so what are we gonna do?" She asked me.
"Fly out. 4 in the morning." I said throwing my head back.
"and I'm gonna be with you every step of the way." She said kissing me.
J A C K I E💘
I know she's trying her hardest to stay strong, she doesn't want to cry. I don't know if that's for her benefit or for me not to see.
"bae you know it's okay for you to cry right?" I said holding her.
"I'm good mama." She said.
I feel like it's more to it than the fact that her mother is in her death bed. But with the position she in, I'm. Not gone force her to talk about anything.
I grabbed my phone seeing that I had a text from the groupchat.
ACES 🐐💗
Sydney- yall we need to go out!
Aja emphasized "yall we need to go out!"
kb- I was thinking the same thing but I didn't know if everyone was busy or not.
Tip- let's do it!
Jackie- Ian gone be able to make it, but tell me how it go!!
Aja- you can never make it😒.
Sydney- and her having that lil girlfriend ain't gonna make it no better. Smh. 🤦🏾♀️
Jackie- not yall mad☠️. But nah fr it's serious.
Kate- so what is it?
Jackie- not my business to tell, but it does have something to do with cam. She's just going through it.
Jackie- KB, if she wants to tell you, she will!
Megan- poor girl! I'm praying for her whatever it is.
Aja- I guess.. anyways where yall want to go?
Jackie- tf? I just said she going through shi. But igh.
Aja- and I said I GUESS. 😂. Cause we would've never chose our partner over you but okay.
Jackie- stfu with that shi, you went to Miami after we won that game to support bam instead of celebrating with us?? But you don't choose your partner over us.
Aja- okay bruh.
I just tout my phone down cause I don't have time. Not today. I laid next to Cameron cause I know she needs somebody right now. And I wasn't about to leave her to sulk so they can go cry about that shi.
This was bad sorry! Anyways yesterday was a busy day for me so I'll do my best to get a long chapter out tomorrow! Let me know what you guys think, xoxo 💋!
