PART 12 GOODBYE?

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Luka shoot James in the head before he did he said goodbye I hate those 2 words my family and friends all hated it it means to me I'll never see you again I don't think I could ever say goodbye to anyone I've only ever said see ya or see you later it means i know I'll see you again or I have hope I will

that's how I felt with my parents my dad and mom died both from suicide I'm pretty sure I never got to hug them on last time I never got to say  𝑮𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒃𝒚𝒆 neither did I want to I always have hope that where ever they are either rotting in hell or flying in heaven or in a pit of darkness that I would see them again I didn't even say it on my grandma's death bed because I had hope I would see her again no matter where she was or who she was with I had hope

I look at James bloody body and then afanas walks up behind me he doesn't say a thing just stand there I didn't want him to speak I felt safe right where I was the silence was there for about 3 minutes I just looked at James's dead body it's not my first time seeing a bloody body I took karate when I was 3 my parents forced me to and I'd say I'm a good fighter my parents raised me to always have a knife or gun on me I was raised in a bad part of Russia lots of gang wars but never 𝑀𝑎𝑓𝑖𝑎 wars I wonder if my parents are smiling up at me from hell or frowning down at me from heaven

I guess I just wait till I die maybe then I can say 𝑭𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒃𝒚𝒆

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