Beauty and the Bassist (Murdoc x reader)

Murdoc and (y/n)'s Bender

Murdoc and (y/n), after that night, had decided to travel all over the world on a bender. Well... more like Murdoc being in a bender than (y/n). She was sober most of the time. They both were still having a good time. Murdoc forgotten everything about his band for a while. His main focus was on (y/n). After the first week making it to a bar in Mexico, Murdoc had gotten so drunk that he started making out with girls that were all over him. (Y/n) didn't mind it. She actually watched and enjoyed herself. This was Murdoc's plan. Murdoc wanted (y/n) to watch him kiss to get a visual on how he kisses her. When she finally had enough, (y/n) went up to went up to one of the girls that was closest to Murdoc. Grabs her by the chin, looks deep into her eyes, and starts kissing her. Having Murdoc watch. He gasped as he watches his girlfriend make out with the other girl that was kissing Murdoc earlier. He wanted to see how well his girlfriend kisses. As soon as she slips her tongue in the girls mouth, Murdoc stops (y/n) from going any further, pulling (y/n) away by shoving all the other girls away. Murdoc carries (y/n) up to their room and started to remind (y/n) how she first met Murdoc. But this time, Murdoc was not in control. (Y/n) was dominant. This was a first for the both of them. Murdoc's hands were tied up to the bedpost. He bites his lip in satisfaction as (y/n)'s lightly scratched down his bare chest all the way down his hips. This ended up being a night they will never forget. Murdoc ended up screaming her name the whole night as he yells out; "Yes~! YES~! Oh~ Darling~!" The two climax on top of each other. The two laid side by side cheeks red and bodies covered in one big sheet, hair all over the place and trying to catch each other's breath. (Y/n) untied her boyfriend as she was still trying to catch her breath. Murdoc then fell asleep.

Later that night, (y/n) had texted 2D about his first week of law school. (Y/n) was the only one that ever kept in contact with the members of the band. Every night while Murdoc was sleeping, (y/n) would use the balcony of any hotel room they stayed in to keep in contact with Russel, 2D, and Noodle. Mainly 2D because he was all by himself while trying to get a law degree. Murdoc was aware of her semi-distant behavior while he was too busy drinking.

A month later, the two of them were both at a bar. Murdoc had a little too much to drink and (y/n) had to stop him. He was slurring his words, causing chaos and she was not having any fun with him anymore. When she pushed the drink away, Murdoc grabbed her arm and shoved her onto the floor. This was Murdoc's first and only time he ever put his hands on his girlfriend. She was getting flashbacks on her childhood again.

(Y/n) tells her side; After Murdoc aggressively shoves me to the floor, I had a few moments of silence. I remembered my mother shoving me into the bathroom after we both had a small argument that quickly turned violent. I was bracing for impact on what he was gonna do next... Or at least I thought I was.

Murdoc tells his side; Never would I thought in a million years, I would ever put my hands on a woman. Especially the woman I love. To this day, I couldn't believe I put my hands on her. I saw tears in her eyes, but... w-when I tried to call her name... she didn't answer. Something was definitely wrong.

Murdoc was too scared to touch her, but he had no other choice. He picked her up and took her inside his winnebago this time. She has a blank stare as tears were rushing down her face. Murdoc was worried. Even in his drunken state, he still loved her. He put her body on the bed to crawl next to her pleading for mercy; "Darling, I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Please, please forgive me." (Y/n) was out of her trance. His guilt driven voice and pleading for forgiveness drove her away from her traumatic experience she was forced to relive. (Y/n) started to hyperventilate as tears finally rolled down her face. Murdoc holds her hand with one hand and the other petting her hair. Murdoc instructs her to breath in her nose and out her mouth slowly. Each breath she took, her body started to relax. Little by little, (y/n) was regaining herself. Murdoc, now focused on his girlfriend, began to regret everything he had been through with her. Murdoc cries out; "Please don't leave me. Please." (Y/n) looked up at her boyfriend. She said in tears; "Baby... I will never leave you. No matter what. I would be lost without you... it's gonna be okay. You just gotta be careful next time, okay?" Murdoc nods his head as he agreed to be careful with her. He touches her cheek and says with tears still streaming down his face; "I don't deserve you..." He embraces her softly. She smiles at his action and reciprocates by holding onto him. She inhales his scent which smelt like cigarettes and cheap liquor. She didn't care. Murdoc whispers; "I am your protector... at least that's what I am supposed to be." She whispers back to him; "You still are. You saved me more than I saved you... I will always love you, Murdoc Niccals." Murdoc kisses her cheek and smiles on her shoulder.

Later in that night, (y/n) texted Russel, no answer. Noodle was no answer, but 2D was an answer. 2D was texting about his midterms coming up and how 2D needed her help to study. (Y/n) accidentally fell asleep before he could even plea. Murdoc looks through her phone while she sleeps. He thought of an idea from that moment.