Motherly Love. ( Chapter Sixteen)

Reaccuring Dreams?!

Sunday January 12 th 2025

3h21 am

** Carina is up breastfeeding Niccolas while Maya is breastfeeding Charlotte... and Carina didn't have a good first hours of the night... she was having nightmares after nightmares....

Carina: babe .. I keep having this reoccurring dream —— ehhhh more like reoccurring nightmares about a patient that I was assessing during her labour and her baby was literally stuck in the birth canal for hours and hours... we almost had to do an emergency c section but at the very last minute right before we wheeled her in the operating room... she simply stood up and her baby was unstuck.... And it was the most terrifying horrific thing I ever witnessed as a doctor... babe , AS A DOCTOR! I have had many more complications in other patients but thankfully she and her baby made it through..

Maya : okay , woah , yea , it definitely has affected you.. you are sweating.... Babe , look at me, everything will be alright!

Carina: how are you so sure about that? It never happened to me before.... I keep having the opposite of what actually happened.. bloody hands , and bloody hospital gown , my hand in her vagina trying desperately to get her baby out safely.. her screams are still echoing in my head... make It stop please!

** she couldn't stop crying and crying... so Maya did her best to comfort her wife ... but nothing seems to work.... That was until Carina noticed that Niccolas had stopped breathing... **

Carina: oh my goodness!

Maya : I know , take several deep breaths..

Carina. No it's not me , it's Niccolas ! He's turning blue! Babe , he's not getting enough air...

Maya : ohhh shit ! Uhhhh ! Should...

Carina: yes call the ambulance NOW , I don't know where my phone is ! Ohhhh and that's just great, Londyn is experiencing a seizure right now... uhhhhhh fuckkkkkkk !

Maya : give me Nicco ! Go get her and comfort her...

Carina: hrmmmm okay ! God please don't take my children away from me.. I'm not strong enough to survive this again, you already have Juliette with you in Heaven right now... please protect me and my children... I am begging you to have mercy on them... In the name of Jesus Christ, AMeN !

** She quickly ran into her five years old daughter'a room and picked her up and placed her on her bare chest... reassuring her that everything was okay and they were going to the hospital soon... Carina literally grabbed a bag and took the first clothes she saw out of their closet, and met Maya downstairs, luckily Kathleen and Lane live with them now, Maya went into her parents bedroom and told them they were heading to the hospital with Nicco and Londyn , .. they immediately got up and went to Carina and Mayan's side of the house and slept in the guest bedroom.. Charlotte was asleep in the bassinet in the parents room, luckily it's easy to get the bassinet in a different room.. it has silent wheels on the bassinet, By 3h44 am they arrived at the hospital.. they had called Addison on the way there so they could see a doctor immediately.... Their five year old daughter and one year old son were in distress and danger , no time had to be wasted... **

3h44 am

** Carina was still holding Londyn against her bare chest, covered herself with blanket and a coat, she grabbed her a shirt from the living room table and put it in her purse... Maya held Niccolas who had started breathing again... but he was still breathing funny... as the back door of the ambulance opened Carina looked down at her daughter and backed up and saw her friend Addison .. they immediately started to do a lot of teasing to see what was going on... Carina was really relieved to see Addison **