Twitteritis ❂ Shawn Mendes

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January 1, 2016
8:12 PM

BRINGINGMENDES: thank you shawn for all you have done for me. ive been apart of the mendes army for a long time now, before you even got signed to island records and it has been amazing to watch the person i look up to grow as an artist. you're so kind to your fans and i don't think i could ever ask for someone better to look up to. i remember when you were so small, doing little six second covers in your bedroom. you've come so far since then from touring with taylor to being on ellen. sometimes you're the only one able to calm me down and i'll have to listen to your album on repeat until im calm again. the other day my family and i got in a car accident, the car spun out of control and i smashed my head against the window. im one who gets scared easily, so i was pretty shaken up about the whole ordeal and couldnt stop crying and shaking. the only thing that was able to calm me down was listening to running low, never be alone, lost, bring it back, kid in love live and i dont even know your name live on repeat until i was able to fall asleep. you've helped me through so much these past years and i couldnt thank you enough. you are one person i know that will always be there for me metaphorically that is because i know we'll never meet and you'll never be able to be there for me in person when things get hard. ive always wanted to meet you in person though, hug you and just talk but im just a small town poor kid so its okay. ive also been to one of your concerts since someone bought the tickets and then couldnt go, so they gave them to me and my grandma. we were in the row right before the vip area at that small Texas concert back in june i think it was and when you took a picture at the end with the whole crowd, you can physically see me standing on the chair on my tiptoes wearing my fluorescent orange jumper. it was an amazing experience and i cried when you began rapping lose yourself and then cried harder when you sang my favorite song at that moment, thinking out loud. i know you will probably never see this, but i love you so much. thank you for making my years amazing, you've come so far and im so proud of you. 2016 is your year to shine, i can feel it. i love you so much.

A/N: I haven't been this excited to write a story in such a long time