July 16, 2016
4:52 AM
BRINGINGMENDES: it's early in the morning, but it's okay, I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep. I've spent five hours writing suicide letters, I'm sorry shawn, I just can't do this anymore. I've written you a letter, hopefully you'll understand after you read it. I love you.
BRINGINGMENDES: dear shawn, I never thought I'd write one of these, but here I am now. Just in case you read my DMs, I want you to know that I won't be messaging you anymore. I'll be gone. It's not your fault, I just don't belong here. I was never meant to be here, I just can't physically do it anymore. I care so much about you, you're my freaking world and I'll never forget you, just please keep being the wonderful human being you are. You're saving lives shawn, you're inspiring people to be themselves, you're saving people from their inner demons. You're just...you, and you should be proud of that. I don't know what else to say, I hope you know that I care about you, that I love you, that your new music will be great even though I'll never hear it. For the last time, I love you.
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Twitteritis ❂ Shawn Mendes
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