Twitteritis ❂ Shawn Mendes

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July 3, 2016
3:54 PM

BRINGINGMENDES: but here's another update for you, uhm so summer break started for me on the seventeenth of June and it is now July third, almost a month into summer break and the most ive done is go down to the kitchen to get food. ive literally sat at home for a month straight because my only friend has been leaving me on read and i think she's mad at me for some reason and my best friend lives in Arizona and i will probably never be able to meet her because of money issues plus distance, it sucks. remember how i told you about ashley and how we were going to meet at your concert this summer? yeah, that's not happening anymore because of financial struggles and it just sucks so bad because i love her so much and i wanna meet her so bad and it would have been perfect to meet at a shawn mendes concert because you were the one that brought us together. i wish we were best friends so that you would actually give me the time of day and hang out with me and actually try to make me happy, not bring me down further. it seems like everything goes wrong. i wish we could meet and you could get to know me as more than a 'fan' and i could get to know you as more than my 'idol'. i wish you would see these messages and i wish we could meet at the Erie County Fair in August, but my luck is rubbish so the chances of that happening are slim. i just wish for a lot of things that wont come true. i hope you're healthy and doing okay and having so much fun this summer, because if one of should be having fun it's definitely you, you deserve it boy. i love you so much, talk soon? <3