Some goodbyes are so hard
It feels like your soul is being ripped apart
Your essence feels lacking,
It hurts to just be breathing
With all that you are,
And all that you can,
You wish you could just be...
I want to move on,
Forget you, go on,
Learn to live without you
Wake up everyday and not cry
Sleep thinking about the possibilities of tomorrow
But all I do is, keep chanting:
"I don't love him. I don't want him. I don't need him. I don't love him. I won't call him. I don't want him"
Every time you try to reach out,
I feel myself giving in,
I feel my body winning,
My mind and logic losing,
My senses heightening
No one loves me like you,
Because no one hurt me like you
No one knows me like you,
So no one broke like me you
I could never love like I did you
So I'll never cry as much as I do
I pray that in no other lifetime,
I ever come across you
Because this kind of love;
This kind of heartache,
I don't want it again
I wish you well,
But leave me alone
I need to heal,
I need to move on
