Before I Fall In Love (KaiRain Ship Story)

Spur-of-the-Moment

RAIN's POV

It's been 3 days and there so many changes happened between me and Kai.

What am I supposed to do?

Biglang nawalan ako ng courage to talk about what happened in Zambales.

Am I the one who should be explaining? 'Diba dapat siya?

She said she likes me, e bakit after 'nun hindi niya na ako kinausap. Hindi niya ko nilapitan.

Kung magkikita man kami at lalapit ako, why she's avoiding me?

Ang hirap naman neto.

I fix my bag and decided to get fresh air in the park. Tamang-tama, vacant naman ako ng 5 hours.

I sat on the bench and started to look in the view.

"Bulaga!"

"Ay kabayo ka!" Grabe yung sigaw ko.

Etong babaeng 'to, minsan kung hirap mahagilap, ngayon nanggugulat.

"HAHAHA, ang loner mo naman baklaaa. Bakit mag-isa ka? Asan si Kai?" Fyang asked.

"Uhm, i don't know. 'Diba kayo nagkikita?" I unpleasingly asked.

"Malamang, magtatanong ba ko kung alam ko?" Fyang asked habang nakataas na naman ang kilay.

Ang sungit ha.

"I'm just asking but di ko alam nasaan siya." I pokerly responded.

"Huy baklaa, nag-away ba kayooo? Alam niyo mga ganyang bagay, hindi dapat pinapatagal. Pinag-uusapan kaagad. Sayang naman, bffs tayo ohhh." Fyang explained.

"She just confessed and now, she's avoiding me." I straight-forward answered her.

"Confessed na?" Fyang asked again and remove my bag beside me and lightly throw on the other side then sat.

Napakawalang hiya talaga haha.

"She confessed that she likes me. And she.....kissed me." I frankly said. Nakakahiya man but I need to tell the truth.

Ayaw na ayaw pa naman ni Fyang ng di nagsasabe ng totoo.

"What the hell?! Totoo ba yan baklaaa? Kaka-expression ko ng bakla sa inyo ayan nagkatotoo!"

"Sira ka talaga." I responded while napapahilot na lang sa sentido ko.

Mas nakakainis ata kaingayan ng eabab na to.

"Pero in serious mode, ikaw anong reaction mo dun sa confession niya?"

"At may pagkiss agad ha?! Baklang tooo!"

"Of course, nagulat ako lalo na sa kiss. I also want to talk to her naman but she's avoiding me and also, bakit ako ang lalapit para mag-explain ng pangyayare?" I elaborated.

"Ang pride naman neto. But I want to know if you feel the same way too. Yun yon?!" G na g ang eabab.

"I-I don't know, but I'm sure that I like Kai as my bestfriend. No more than that."

Hindi ko mapipilit ang sarili ko kung ganun talaga ang nafefeel ko. I feel so sorry for Kai but I can't accept her feelings.

"That's it, just tell the truth, sabihin mo saloobin mo. Hindi yung nag-iiwasan kayo. It will be more appreciative if sasabihin mo sa kanya directly." Fyang explained.

Well, that's a good advice.

"I'll help you Rain, just talk to her." Fyang re-assuredly said. She tapped my shoulder and said she needs to go. She even signed her hand, showing that I should call her when I'm ready.