An orange hue
Spread across the room
Spread by the curtains that are closed
The light behind it creating an orange hue to the room.
An orange hue
Upon my face, it falls
And I sat at the corner of this room
With a radio by my side playing sad songs.
I'm so blue
So cold, yet the room is so warm
So sad, yet the afternoon sounds screamed happiness to me
So lonely, even though I know the kids my age would play with me too.
So blue, so blue
Too blue to be true
For a kid my age
I felt as if I was born in sadness
Born in the bliss that felt like I'd break any time.
Born with the pain in my heart when it tightened with despair.
Born in the sorrow of my heart aching for love,
Yet knowing I would probably push everyone away.
I was only a child
A kid, a clueless human.
If you'd word me, I would cry.
If you'd ignore me, I despair
And if you would make this orange secluded room a little less suffocating for me--
Then I'd be glad to play with you...
