2 : An Orang hue

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An orange hue
Spread across the room
Spread by the curtains that are closed
The light behind it creating an orange hue.

An orange hue
Upon my face, it falls
And I sat at the corner of this room
With a radio by my side playing sad songs.

I'm that of the dark, yet I'm here in the light.
So cold, yet the room is so warm
So sad, yet the afternoon sounds screamed happiness to me
So lonely, even though I know the kids my age would play with me too.

I felt as if I was born in sadness
I denied such humanity in my blood
I also denied their love
And there linger the feeling of shame.

I was born in the bliss that felt like I'd break any time.
Born with the pain in my heart when it tightened with despair.
Born in the sorrow of my heart aching for love,
Yet knowing I would probably push everyone away.

I was only a child
A kid, a clueless human.
If you word me, I would cry.
If you ignore me, I despair

I am only a child
I don't  need such hurtful words
Nor do I need to act so old
I just have to play within the room of quietness and the serine.

And if you would make this orange secluded room a little less suffocating for me--
Then I'd be more than glad to play with you...

And if you would make this orange secluded room a little less suffocating for me--Then I'd be more than glad to play with you

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