15 : where i do not exist

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Once there's a place
Full of life and dreams
That place had a hill
Bushes and trees.

"That place is sacred to me...
Even if it's just a fragment of my mind."

"Sometimes, I wanted it to come true again
Like how it did when I was little.
The breeze and color of everywhere around
Cannot be compared to what is real."

"It was a picturesque scenery
A mere illusion to my heart
From my mind
That was then
It was now
Where it no longer exists
Where I do not at all."

/'.<><>~~~~{■■■}~~~~<><>.'\

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Rmpty was the heart of a child, who once wanted a horse
A magical land, a kingdom of blossoms
A stick who lightens the room with a swing.
An entire room full of enchanted books.

Somehow, that child didn't stop dreaming of that land
Knowing it wouldn't come true
They knew how it had ended so tragically
And maybe they like tragic things too..

Nevertheless, these dream lands where they do not exist.
The very meaning of their hope fading with every breath
If choosing words to describe how it felt...

They would call it

Disappointment...

Perhaps a stargazing session with a lover would bring such life onto such eyes.
Maybe they'd shine with something they can call contentment,
Like it did when they were riding that imaginary horse, returning to their kingdom, to their home.

"I WISH... I wish someone would be willing to... with me..."

Cause it would be such a shame not to dream with someone..
Cause it would be such a shame to let go so far along the way.
Cause maybe it wouldn't be so dreamlike.
Cause maybe it would be simple as a home and a family.

That loves you

That you belong to...




Longingly

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