different // j.b

Chapter 56

Elena's POV
I didn't feel like getting an argument with Justin. I was honestly mad at him though. He needs to have trust in me. And it was obvious that he didn't. I went back to sleep last night after the phone call. Well I attempted which didn't go well. I wasn't able to sleep after that. I was mad and frustrated.

Then I realized those were one of the reasons I didn't wanna get back together with him like talking wise. He didn't trust me. I honestly don't know.

I got up and got ready for work even though I didn't feel like it. I was completely exhausted and I didn't feel like seeing Brooke or Cole. Yes I still wasn't talking to Cole. He became a little bitch and he annoyed me all the time. It's like he's a whole new person.

But I had a new friend named Diana. She was alright I guess. She was shy and all but I guess I just didn't wanna get close to her. I didn't need more friends, but at the same time I did. I mean c'mon 8 months without Justin. Now that I think about it, it's like not even a relationship.

Justin: Forgive me? ♡

Elena: I don't know, I mean yes but no.

Justin: C'mon Elena give me a break in working my ass off here

Elena: Lol I have a job too

Justin: It's not important like mine though!

Elena: Wow thanks I'm sorry I'm not a big pop star.. I don't even get why we're arguing.

Justin: No! I'm sorry.. I'm just stressed I didn't mean that ):

Elena: I'm stressed too but I'm not taking me it out on you. Don't worry, I'll let you get back to your job while I do my unimportant job.

Justin: I'm sorry beautiful.. ):

Elena: That doesn't always fix everything Justin just give me time to think.

Justin: You're breaking up with me!?!?

Elena: I never said that! Nor do I want to now I have to go. I'll talk to you later. Love you..

I finished folding the clothes and hanging up stuff when Cole came near me.

"Umm are you okay?" He asked.

"Why would you care?" I said.

Then he reached for my cheek but I stepped back.

"I'm just trying to help I mean you are crying." He said leaving.

That's when I touched my cheek realizing I had tear stains on my cheeks. This whole tour think was stressing me out. I didn't want to break up with Justin. I'm not going to either.

He just seems to be turning into an asshole. I'm trying to be nice. He just he's so frustrating I thought.

I had a plan. I knew exactly what I needed to do.

"Melanie." I asked.

"Yeah?" She said.

"Can I take tomorrow off?" I asked.

"Emergency?" She asked.

"Umm kind of?" I said unsure.

"I'm kidding you've been working your ass of, go for it. Take 2 days off." She said.

I smiled and gave her a hug as a thank you. Melanie was nice and all she just had to be strict when she had to.

I'm leaving tonight to go see Justin. I knew his next show was going to be in New York so I guess I was going to New York. I don't care what his management says anymore. It's hurting Justin and I's relationship. If this doesn't work out then I don't know
what to do. It's bringing out the worst in him.